I have had a lot of men contact me so I changed my orientation to gay, but I am bisexual. I'm not looking for a guy, for I'm mostly gay.
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My name is Nicole, and I'm twenty one, but if I didn't tell you, you would never guess it. I tend to get along with older crowds. I'm an open-minded, compassionate, empathetic and understanding person who has so much love in her heart. I'm a sucker for pretty eyes and a cute laugh. On both sides, I can be shy and sweet, or outgoing and adventurous. Anger is something I don't deal well with and can never stay mad at someone for very long.

Age is just a number. Maturity and experiences are what make a person to be who they are, not a number.

Music is my life and I don't know who I would be without it. I played percussion for eight years, and played snare in the marching band. I've wanted to be a band director since eighth grade, but after singing for two years without access to my main instrument, I've realized how much I really want to pursue vocal performance, (with an emphasis is jazz). I sing for the OCCC jazz band and jazz ensemble. I play piano and at some point will continue learning guitar.

Cuddling and holding hands and doing special things for my significant other always make me smile. I'm a physical person. I'm definitely a people pleaser and I tend to avoid confrontation, but that doesn't mean I don't have opinions.

Never underestimate how much I need the sunshine. I really enjoy nature.

The universe is a very beautiful and humbling thing for myself. To think how vast and never ending it seems is so beautiful in its own sense.

My Myer Briggs personality is INFJ/P. Im honestly in the middle with the last. It just depends on my mood. I'm also a Capricorn, and is very accurate.

Psychology comes very easily to me and feels more like common sense than anything. I easily understand why people do the things they do and how they came to be the person they are. Unfortunately I tend to justify the negative things people do or say to me simply because I can understand them. Slowly I'm learning not to do so.

I've been hurt and already feel like this journey has been rough, but somehow I always get back up again and love with all my heart. Because it will always be okay in the end, and if it's not okay, then it isn't the end.

I'm currently in my last semester at OCCC, as I was accepted into the vocal music degree program at UCO for the fall. Currently, I sing for the chamber choir, jazz ensemble, and jazz band, which are all audition only.

Music. Singing. Harmonizing. Listening. Being sweet. Deep conversations. Disecting the puzzle of your psychological being. Writing. Making you laugh. Taking long showers.

I've also been told I'm a pretty good kisser.

Hmmn, I would guess my eyes? I've been told I have an infectious smile. Other than the obvious, maybe that I look people in the eye when I talk to them unless I'm nervous.

Books: The Circle Trilogy by Ted Dekker, Showdown, the Hunger Games series, Looking for Alaska, Angel Fall, Keeping You A Secret, House by Ted Dekker and Frank Peretti, Far From Xanadu.

Movies: Hayao Miyazaki movies!, Loving Annabelle, Imagine Me and You, Book of Eli, A Beautiful Mind, Girl With the Dragon Tattoo. I'm in love with psychological thrillers.

Tv: Lost Girl, Rizzoli and Isles, Doctor Who, House M.D., NCIS, In Plain Sight, Dexter, Legend of the Seeker, American Idol.

Music: Damien Rice, Radiohead, Imogen Heap, Florence and the Machine, The XX, Diana Krall, The Killers, Adele, Alanis Morissette, Missy Higgins, Snow Patrol, Mumford and Sons, The Voice Of, Regina Spektor, Coldplay, Minus the Bear, Ingrid Michaelson, Maria Mena, Kate Nash, Blue October, Rachael Yamagata, The Fray, Five for Fighting, jazz, show tunes, piano and instrumental music. Not a fan of most rap or country.

Food: PASTA! Italian! Also, I can never get tired of Mexican food. I wish I liked sushi, but I don't.

Music, books, sunshine, hope, friends, laughter.

How to better myself as a person. The reasoning for the way people are the way they are. What the daily life must be like of the woman sitting next to me in traffic. Why people are unable to understand different opinions than the beliefs they hold, and most of the time even refuse to listen.

Sometimes I want to load my whole life into my car and just leave.

I tend to fall in love too quickly,
and even though I've been hurt a lot,
I'm still terrible at guarding my heart.
I tend to hold too much trust in others.

Sometimes the darker path
seems more alluring
than the light.

Coffee and tea make everything better,
so do friends, late night conversations,
and simply being in the presence of someone I love.

Too often do I sit in the poetry section
of a book store for far too long.

And hope.
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune-- without the words,
And never stops at all.

Either working or hanging out with my friends. Staying home is nice too. I'm usually on tumblr.

Other than being on this site, get to know me first, then we'll see.

You're a mature, intelligent, feminine woman who enjoys witty intellectual conversation over coffee or wine.