Age isn't so important to some people, but it is to me. The perfect guy for me would be between 24 and 26, why? I don't really know, but that age just makes me comfortable. Of course I could make an exception, but when I think of the 30some odd year olds that are 10+ years older than me, it disturbs me. Not only do I think "well, what's wrong with him that he's in his 30s, never been married, still single...something has to be wrong", but I also feel like it's almost near pedophilia. I have a young look, a small voice, and I'm often mistake for being between 12 and 15 years old... if a man in his 30s is with a women who looks so young, people take it wrong, I take it wrong. I mean, honestly, I think we are all judgemental, just some more than others. Age is important to me. I'm sorry to bust any bubbles here, but common... really? 18 and 19 year olds...nothing turns me off more than saying my significant other is younger than me! I hate the sound of that and I refuse to say it. Maybe I'm missing out, maybe it makes me a cold-hearted bitch, but that's just how I feel. Even 21, my own age, is pushing it for me.

Those days that all you want to do is cuddle with someone and sleep all day. Maybe watch some TV on the couch or just relax and do nothing... but with someone special. That's the kind of day I'm having today. It's rough getting used to having that but then losing it. I'm excited for when those days come back and there is someone who will just cuddle with me, without wanting anything more.