Hullo~

Self summary? Can't sum myself up in words... But yeah. I'm Zenny. Just another kiddo from a country that you've probably never heard of, but it may catch your ears as a once-part of Yugoslavia.

I like sleeping. And daydreaming. Watching people. I once wrote here that 'people are amazingly interesting creatures' but lately I'm realizing that they tend to be all the same after a while. Ergo; that which stands out (in a positive way. Not attracted to dead rat collectors, sorry!) tends to draw me in.

I'm a city girl all the way through, but if I don't get my weekly share of green (as in, trees. And stuff. Not pot. ;O;) I get bitchy. Imagine me in winter, huh. Watching shooting stars on a chilly August night while lying on a rock in the middle of nowhere? Perfect scenario.

I love happy people. Happy people tasty. I absorb happiness :3.

I was once a solitary, depressed computer nerd; but that was long ago. Whoever told you that people don't change was a liar. I didn't see any enlightenment; I just met people. My friends make up my god.

Learning and enjoying it. That's why we're here; to enjoy life to its fullest. I welcome life and everything it has to offer; from pain and emotional crap-this-hurts to choking happiness and love and laughter and tears and... yeah. All that. I also talk most of my life. If you haven't noticed. D8

I don't give a fuck about what people expect of me when it comes to my life. Getting a secure job and dying safe in a humble home isn't my dream. Money means nothing to me, time is relative. I just... go with the flow and accept any and all adventures that are thrown towards me. It's been beautiful so far.

Blurting out the truth at the most inappropiate times. My mouth is my curse and my gift. :D I can speak my way out of almost any mess I fall in, but it's usually my own fault I landed there in the first place!

Others say I have a scary sense for people and their emotions, but I've judged people wrongly when it mattered the most, so... Yeah. :/ Donno.

Editedit: I'm terrific at eating. ;D Yum, food.

Probably the bouncing. It's kind of... Noticable. But don't worry. I only bounce and sing and hug and run around when I'm hyperactive.

Which is only about seven days a week.

I... like salad dressings a lot. :[ Does that count as a food?

(And don't worry. I eat them along with a salad. Yum.)

And I don't understand people who don't eat tomatoes. That's to say, my ex-best friend doesn't, but that's exactly the point, he's my ex best friend.

Or carrots.

As for books and movies, I love fantasy and history genre; there's this boring list of my favourites that I'mma gonna copy-paste from somewhere, but, you know, these things change every week or so. Chances are this is five years outdated. I guess the best movies are those that stay in you all that time, though.

Movies:
Moulin Rouge, V for Vendetta, Little Miss Sunshine, Better Than Chocolate, Horse Whisperer, Biutiful, Aimee & Jaguar, Gone With The Wind.
King Arthur, Potc I & III, Shakespeare in Love, Legends of the Fall, Apocalypto, Pride & Prejudice, Kingdom of Heaven, 13th Warrior, the new Robin Hood. Yo, anything with swords and dramatic music in it!
How To Train Your Dragon, Lion King, Spirit, Ice Age, Madagascar, All Dogs Go To Heaven, other silly animated movies~

Books:
Broken Sky, Song Of Ice And Fire (<3), Harry Potter fanfiction (Snape? YESPLZ.), Scarlett, Ronia the Robber's Daughter (aw man, sucky title in English!), His Dark Materials, The Wind on Fire, mostly fantasy and historical stuff.
Bernard Cornwell, Chris Wooding and Joe Abercrombie are all absolutely delicious, although Broken Sky is still the most yummy thing ever.

As for music... Eh. Depends of the mood I'm in; mostly indie stuff right now. From rock and metal to folk and woman music (Tori Amos!) and queer singers like AJ Shanti and Tegan & Sara (cliche; but still good). I usually find a band, get addicted to a couple of songs and listen to them until I get so sick of them that I want to tie my shoelaces behind my head and throw myself into an ocean.

I'm A.J. Shanti's number one fan, kthx.

Some of my absolutely favourite bands and singers:
Loreena McKennitt, Tori Amos, Sonata Arctica, The Rasmus (older albums only, the new ones suck), Tegan and Sara, Mumford and Sons, Antony And The Johnsons, The Cranberries, Apocalyptica, System of a Down, Blackmore's Night, Elliott Smith, Eluveitie, Emilie Autumn, Folkearth, HIM, Kingfisher Sky, Muse, Nightwish (shush, haters), Within Temptation, AFI, Missy Higgins, K.D. Lang, Mika, Uh Huh Her, Lykke Li, Clare Maguire (before she turned Gaga), Tabu, ...
No, seriously. Just check my youtube channel ('zennyduck') if you want to know. Which you... probably don't. Erk.

I WANT MY BIKE AND MY CONTACT LENSES. A notebook. Plenty of undying pens. Possibly chocolate, carrots and cheese. AJ Shanti. A Wilson to talk to.

...cuddling with my girl.

And the world around me, in general. The people I love, the stories I make up in my mind, the songs I could write, words I could use, things we could, should change.

...llamas?

"Here used to lie: "Bouncing around with a bottle of gin tonic or some cheap wine on a deserted ex-Yugoslavian barracks square where all the alternative kids from my city gather. Sometimes begging for cigarettes or just making circles around the place, meeting new and old friends and searching for familiar faces. Having fuuuuuuuun~"

RIP, life.

On a typical Friday night these days, we're usually crashing at my place with a couple of close friends, two of which end up doing yoga on my mum's carpet and the rest of us bake cakes and homemade pizzas and a billion other delicious stuff. We bake and drink and the bastards find a way to smoke some weed without me noticing and then we all wake up the next day with the place upside down and blueberry liquer spilled all over that said carpet.

We don't even do the alcohol part of it that often anymore, though.

I guess growing up isn't all that it promised to be, but the food we end up with totally makes up for it."

--> old.

No, seriously, how much more boring can I get. On a typical Friday night I'm either asleep with my girl or working. But it makes me a happy panda. 's cool.

I think people who keep pointing out how sarcastic they are, are usually really plain and boring and full of themselves.

Uh. Sorry.

I am terrified of the possibility of going insane and losing my mind. And dying. And every so often I convince myself I'm dying or going mad and then I freak out and start writing goodbye letters. Does that make me insane? D8 -bites lip-

Also. I'm awful at starting conversations, so whenever I like someone on the site, I save them and secretly hope they'll send me a message because they seem super cool and all. AAAH I WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO WRITE THIS.

Also. I talk too much.

... if I haven't bored you to death yet, I guess :).

Edit: EVEN IF I BORED YOU TO DEATH! Just write me a message before you die! I don't care! I want a message. :C

And oh gods when did this get so long?