loves flowers - lilys (orchid and tulips also include); loves music, a lot; cherishes friendship; slow when talks about love; support causes like the gay marriage; although not believe in horoscope, she is an Aquarius with their most annoying features; afraid of being forgotten by those who she likes; prefers the cold days; heart collector; misses those who she did not know yet and even more those who she did.
I am almost romantic! (just almost, because sometimes I am not going to be)
I am also idealist, sensitive and loyal to my beloved friends. My internal values are higher than my external ones, using them always as my motivation. I am also a bit arrogant because I want to change the world (a gentle one).
Maybe I may seen introverted, a bit cold person, you know? But inside - I swear, I care deeply about everything - kindness, which is more like a starting point.
I am also a very artsy person, so if you like to sing, draw, sculpt, write or play any instrument, geez, let me know. <3
One thing that bothers me particularly is the rejection for some affection, I mean, I may never know if I should be more rational or emotional, and it is horrible to balance both!
I do not like myself pretty much.
Do not like unfounded explanations, lack of: communication, collective conciousness or sense of humour. Falsehood, possessiveness, jealousy and people who do not value friendships!
I do not like taking pictures as well, but you probably have noticed it when you immediately jumped to another profile. :)
And I like music, my friends, hanging out (attention, please! film, theatres, libraries, museums, concerts halls and pubs only!) I also enjoy to observe people and their behaviour, I like to be alone and I like good company at the same time. I appreciate the cold, the winter, the wind and the rain. Not necessarily all in that order.
Seeking balance and harmony in every bloody thing.
I used to see harmony as a static thing, but the more I survive more I see the harmony is pure dynamics.
Good and bad things will always be flowing their own way and it is upon us to extract the best of it.
I believe that we must give all of ourselves in everything that
we enjoy. I believe that love something means you will open yourself up to the maximum.
I think that love it is about being selfish without caring so much and give yourself to that, and of course, for another thing, person or even an idea as well. Basically I like to believe love is that immortal idea you may not get rid off no matter what. That urge to be filled with something almost verging the insanity.
My days are usually sad and melancholic. I feel frequently alone and it is terrifying to think about. Seems not even the thing I thought I loved the most - music - is able to save me.
A friend of mine once called me an angel on earth, that she did not wanted to share with anyone.
Another colleague said that it is incredible how kind I am and how every bloody detail matters to me. That is like I already know Hell.
Generally, I do not like to talk about myself, so probably this self summary - and its related subjects are everything you will know for quite some time about me if you dare yourself to talk at all. I will be constantly trying to convince you that I am not worthy.
I (like to think that I) am quite unique -but, you will probably give up when you realise that I am seeking the most deepest things you have inside your heart and mind.
TL;DR: do NOT message me because I am not worthy. And fuck off if you are not capable of giving yourself completely to something, but try me if you want to.