My past has been a really sad and confusing one. I started out in pre-school and kindergarden as a loser because I was very limited in what I could do by my parents. This caused me to not even have a girl as a friend. In grade school from 1st - 7th, I was still the same loser because after my 2 older brothers went through the grade school system my parents became very questionable about everything I got into, thus further limiting my life. In 8th grade shit really hit the fan, my oldest brother ran away from home without even saying goodbye to me. To make matters worse, my grandfather, who I hold near and dear to me, died. This is when I started experiencing some depression. I went to a couple mental institutions in order to get help for myself. After a successful rehab (thank God) I tried to continue on with my life. Sophomore year of high school I decided that I work best under small class sizes. I then decided to go to an all boys military academy in order to have the 2 best things for me; small class sizes and the military structure. Now that I am out of high school and going on to my second semester of college, I realize that I haven't had a girlfriend and I intantly started hating it. I joined OkCupid to try and remedy that....If I interest you, please, don't leave me out to dry... :)