... to breathe, to feel , to know I'm alive ...

If you are too open minded, your brains will fall out!
You can never be too open hearted, though. That's my mission this lifetime.

I am a lucid dreamer, a daydreamer, and an imaginarian.

I am a rainbow, I am attracted to shiny things and I pet every cat I can get my hands on. I feel like I am behind the times, and yet ahead of the times. The moment is where I am. If I wasn't, then why would I say I am? In the papers, the news, everyday I am,
Radio won't even play my jam. speaking of jam, apple butter is delicious.

Evolve or die.

I love disco balls, because they are round, they are shiny , and don't let you get stuck gazing at yourself 'cause you should be dancin.

I BLESS THE RAINS DOWN IN AFRICA!!

I AM. Remembering. Re membering. REM EMBERING. I am BE ing. Life flows on within you and without you.

I do reiki energy healing and I love it. I have completed my Reiki Master/Teacher class and it is most exciting. I have began to teach it to as many as I can... I consider my life that of healing and growing and learning and fun stuff. I spend many days socialeyesing within the autism spectrum, with play centered learning based on the SonRise program. I hang out with my beautiful cat Sky. I have acquired a love of ceramics and photography and watercolour painting and guitar playing and singing love songs. I wear my vibrams and run through every patch of grass I find. I have infinite craft projects in the works. I am trying to see the bigger picture made up of all those little pictures. Then I cut it up and make a collage. Then I give you the collage as a beautiful gift to remind you of all the pieces we are that have infinite possibilities and make pretty things. Ah!

Reiki. Hugs. Riding Waves of Chaos. Seriously. Seriousness. unseriousness, mindfullness, emptiness, discovering, forgetting, Cereal cooking, Masculinity under my lady shapeshifting form. being a rainbow. Thumb wrestling. Noticing EVERYTHING. Scrabble. Keeping secrets for you, blending into the crowd, blending watercolors, blending fruit into smoothies, Making dessert, Making tortillas, being the DD, driving you nuts, Making art, Making you cry and laugh and surprised. Sarcasm. speaking in puns. jokes that I make up, Freestylin. matching stuff, finding missing things, missing the point, pointing my finger, spilling the beans, cutting the cheese, letting the dogs out, dropping the ball, going with the flow, falling into or off of stairs, trippin...over my skirts, enjoying the ride, Lifting heavy things, telling stories, yelling loudly, rhyming, poem writing, whistling with my hands, playing tetris, being high, talking people down who are already too high, animal sounds, adding sound effects to everyday gestures, making noise instead of talking with words. delicious vibrato on the violin. Being lazy. making apple crisp or whatever flavor is seasonally fruity fresh, Cuddling, debating, dancing, singing, decorating, rehoming succulents from yards. Finding feathers, convincing random cats to get my lovin, rock collecting, laughing with a little snort here and there, and biting with or without my vampire canines.

Tattoos!

Firm Handshake.

Shinyness.

Sparkle.

Some other noticeable things I'm sure!

earth's children series by jean auel. books by don coldsmith. steve irwin. alex grey. salvador dali. terence mckenna. ram dass. books and shows by carl sagan. bob ross. family guy. the mighty boosh. shpongle. sigur ros. daft punk. genki sudo/world order. the beatles. talking heads. nick drake. pink floyd. tool. elton john. sufjan stevens. trex. jazon mraz. bassnectar. snow patrol. dr dog. depeche mode. radiohead. califone. queen. david bowie. third eye blind. led zeppelin. george harrison. the kinks. the moody blues. ween. shimshai. drum circles. hang drums, steel drums, bamboo flutes, wooden flutes, nose flutes, udu, cello, violin, sitar, guitar, mandolin, kalimba, marimba, maracas, bells, chimes, singing with other humans. singing with nature. bananas, sweet potatoes, plantains, samosas, coconut oil, coconut flesh, coconut cream, coconut flakes, coconut candy, macaroons, sushi, mexican, thai, avocado, tomato, mulberries, blueberries, marionberries, almond butter, cashews, carrots, sprouts, broccoli, fractalini, garlic, garlic, garlic, quinoa, raisins, peppers, blackberries, strawberries, starfruit, mango, pineapple, apple, pearapple, pear, apricot, plucot, plum, fig, french fries, Tea, yerba mate, chai latte, cacahuate, chocolate. I'm a Vaguetarian!

life flows on within you and without you

TOO MUCH THINKING GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! who what when where why how. fractals. the cosmos. how amma gives magic hugs, how i give magic hugs, keeping warm, blankets, scarves, mittens, kittens, smittens, squirrels, girls, music, creation, elation, sensation, ascension, vibration, love, crystals, geodes, god, goddess, geometry, geography, gingers, rainbows, infinite possibility, what the weather is like, what to make for dinner, growing sprouts, growing gardens, growing "up", moon calendars, ocean tides, what kind of costumes to make, sea shells, spirals, jewelry design, dental floss, mental floss, retirement, un-tired-ment, traveling, unraveling, harmonics, building a yurt or dome or some other round dwelling, treehouses, medicine ceremonies, building altars, burning man, burning man, sustainable menstruation, chiropractors, chi raptors, chakras, chex mix, refracting light, pedestrellans, cirquelation, dreamcatchers, dreamsnatchers, bodysnatchers, bodybuilders, bob the builder, what to buy at the goodwill bins, what not to buy at the goodwill bins, how to find the closest bathroom in a public place, which tree is best to pee on, aromatherapy, astronomy, nomenology, numerology, psychedelics, leaves, tattoos, fabric, fruit, fun, fatty acids, astrology, trees, healing, feeling, peeling carrots with the dull side of knives, surprises, patterns, lines, colors, shapes, textures, smells, intuition, healing, feeling, emotion, devotion, intention, etc.

the good times are killin me.
possibly playing guitar, possibly laying on a bed
listening to some tunes, singing with my singing bowl, flying the cosmos on my ship of the Imagination, journeying to fractal land, eating cookies, laughing , organizing some random junk, picking up objects from the sidewalk , doing dishes, dirtying dishes, doing your mom, doing her dishes the morning after i cooked her damn good dinner.

Some people call me a space cowboy, yeah.

Some call me the gangster of love.

Some people call me SPARKLE.

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I appreciate silence. Read this and weep.

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Let Us speak without words. Within silence, I speak to you. Within silence, We come closer. That is the whole purpose, isn't it? That We come closer? We come closer in the silence of Our love.

We come so close that We are One on every layer of existence. We become One indissoluble Self. Let the fun begin.

Identity is really too small a word to tell the Truth about Us. Identity is too insignificant a word. Identity. What is that? Oneness serves better, yet I know of no word on Earth in any language that can encompass Our Oneness. Words are like pointing fingers, and no finger can point to Our Oneness. First of all, who would there be to point the finger when All is Oneness, and Oneness is All.

And, so, when there is total Oneness, who is there to say anything?

Oh, but how We love speech now and are so glad and grateful for it. Even if speech can only be to express the longing for Oneness, We come at seeking Oneness from all angles. We go at it from this way and that.

Oneness is almost too simple for words. Words like to bite into something complex and diversified. Ah, but Oneness is too simple for this.

Let Oneness be your guide. I will speak for Oneness. I do it all the time. I am Oneness and I blab on and on about Oneness, trying to catch you where your heart is.

Oneness is inexpressible. Oneness and love are One and the same. Oneness is Oneness, and yet there is no limit to it. It is all-encompassing. Oneness is not just talk. It is all there is.

Why do you think you love being in love so much? While you are in love, you feel the Oneness of love.

In terms of the relative, it is sometimes said that you have only one Twin Soul, as it is called, and you may not hook up with him or her this lifetime. Certainly, you have more affinity with some people than with others, and, yet, when all the jetsam and flotsam gets out of the way, everyone is you, and you are everyone. The Ocean is vast. There is not just one fish in the sea for you. All are for you.

When you get really down to it, that's it. Can you imagine that, in Heaven, you would love one angel and not another? Can you imagine that, in Heaven, you are as fussy as you have been known to be on Earth?

If you were able to wave your wings on Earth now as it is done in Heaven, you would know that everyone is your child. Everyone belongs to you. Everyone is your mother or father, and everyone is your brother or sister, and everyone is your son or daughter, and everyone is you. Beyond all the beyonds, beyond all the world preferences and exclusions, everyone would be your loved one. Everyone would be precious to you. Of course, they would. When each is a child of God, how would you exclude any one of My children? It would not even occur to you. In a higher state than you are in now, what differences would you see or contemplate?

You would not love this one and that one and not another. There would be no objects to your affections. There would be no objects and no objections. All would be One, and that One is I. Which reflection of Mine would you dismiss?

On Earth, as you play in the great game on Earth, you do plenty of this dismissing. It is second nature to you. But not first, beloveds. It is definitely not your first nature to leave anyone out. Not at all.

If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.

If you are a lightworker, a shadowdancer, a musician, an artist, a muse, amusing, adorable, amorable, hilarious, hardcore, honest, conscious, creative, compassionate, fun, fancy, open minded honest evolving human looking for the same. Real Friends make better lovers so dont skip the good part. Skeezy messages earn you nothing! ha! I have a committed and awesome boyfriend loverman and we are not "seeking" anything extra right now, but maybe someday :)

IF you have a cello I can play with. If you know where some horses are that I can play with. IF you want to hear about reiki and magicalness. Even better, contact me if you want to learn or receive reiki by trade or donation of dollars ...

Don't get ILL from the ILLUSION. Love it, live it, laugh. I want to enjoy life with happy people, I surround myself with those that I love and resonate with. I'm too empathic to spend my time in the world of low vibrations, been there done that. GO TOWARDS THE LIGHT!!!!! You will find me there.... in lak'ech! <3