So I got an email earlier saying that I've gotten such high votes, that I made on the OkCupid Hot List.

I won't lie, I'm kind of flattered. I mean, I know that I need to take it with a grain of salt. It's only a website, but still, I almost never get compliments on my looks. And if I do, they're always from girls that I know and almost never from gay men. So, all in all, this is just a nice little pick-me-up to start the day.

Today is such a beautiful day. The sun is shining, the breeze is gently blowing through my window, the sky is a sweet azure, and the birds are chirping their song.

This is what I just love about spring. Everything comes to life again. Not only in nature, but also with people. We're finally coming out of our hibernative state of mind and are ready to go out and live again. Not to mention, that this is the season where we try to seek love.

Today is going to be a good day...

Being the slight perfectionist that I am, it bothers me to see that my profile will not be fully "complete" until I write a long journal post. And seeing as how my attention span might not allow this to happen, I should probably do it now before the my internal clock reaches zero hour.

Soooo, I suppose I'll elaborate on why I'm here in the first place. This requires a bit fore into my relationship graveyard.

Truth be told, I really haven't had a relationship last more than four months. I swear by all that is holy, its not because I'm a creep or a freak. Its actually because either they become so attached to me so quickly they would tell me how much they just "loved" me after the first date.

Yes, I'm dead serious. Don't ask me why because I haven't the slightest idea myself.

Now don't get me wrong. I don't have a fear of committment. I'm actually quite the contrary. I really do want to commit someone who can accept my extremely goofy, very nerdy, and flat-out odd personality. But not after our first five-hour date.

So, long story short, I'm here to see if I can find a guy who I can relate to on different levels and maybe go on a date or two and see if anything blossoms. Who knows? If I can't find a guy then maybe I can just find some good friends in the process.