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24 • F • Oakland, CA
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- Native American, Hispanic / Latin, White
- 5′ 7″ (1.70m)
- Body Type
- Mostly vegetarian
- Graduated from university
- Relationship Status
- Seeing Someone
- Relationship Type
- Doesn’t want kids
- Likes dogs and likes cats
it’s makes you ugly
it means I can’t even see you
and I imagine an ugly face
or something scary
like a tall cloaked demon in the hall
and I get paralyzed by the bathroom door
then I have to think of something mundane
or your face when you’re not trying to show me how pretty it is
I have to think of your ancestors
and all the genes that led to you
now I’m thinking of something scientific… about your face
about how your eyeballs work
about how your bones support what makes you familiar to me
it intersects with art
you evolved with a deep s curve for an upper lip
and I wonder how it serves you
thank god for your eye lashes
guarding amber canyons
curving to the aperture
I dive right in
she: why do you ask questions with such obvious answers?
him: why do you?
she: it is not obvious to me why you do which is why I asked, I don’t understand it.
him: well I haven’t a clue whether or not your knees hurt.
she: do you think I would continue to sit like this if it hurt?
she: don’t be difficult.
him: okay, forget I asked it
she: I already have.
him: doesn’t it hurt your soul to be so brash?
she: … no, my soul is soothed by it.
him: okay devil… be brash then, I will still kiss you.
she: kiss me then.
oh shit, wait, I left the key on my dresser
well, anyway… you’d love it
god is a real class act
I know this totally fucks with your ideas but god is a girl
and she doesn’t care if you curse
I think it only matters that you have good intentions
'cause I was feeling real shitty one day about - well, actually about losing that damn key
and I went up to god and I was just like… it’s been a week, I’ve looked everywhere and I can’t find the key you gave me
god just looked at me for a long while and I felt her sifting through the file cabinet of my soul
then she was just like “go home”
and so I did, totally defeated… but when I got home the key was in an envelope on my front porch
there was a note inside that read “you’re a good boy, josh”
she knew, ya know… she totally knew
heaven’s rad man
in little white boxes
in fuzzy motion pictures
in muted wire connections
to hypnotize me
Now it’s raining. I’ve listened to the same five Shin’s songs over and over tonight: sea legs, phantom limb, a comet appears, red rabbits, australia.
I can’t decide where I want my head tonight… at the foot or at the head. If I don’t sleep with a body pillow up against me then my bones will become unhinged, I’m convinced.
I’ve browsed in incognito mode, I’ve washed my hands and still sleep evades me. Though, I never really try. I have only myself and my various addictions to blame.
Finally, I can’t decide whether loneliness is glamorous or not and my computer won’t let me scroll.
- Ages 18–60
- Located anywhere
- Who are single
- For new friends, long-term dating, short-term dating, casual sex
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