"Raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
And bow my head
Feel my heart slow"
I am a work in progress and hope to remain one...I am becoming the person I have always wanted to be.
All I want is to love and be loved back. It's really THAT simple.
Please don't compare me to another person.I am my own person.
“I disregard the proportions, the measures, the tempo of the ordinary world. I refuse to live in the ordinary world as ordinary women. To enter ordinary relationships. I want ecstasy. I am a neurotic -- in the sense that I live in my world. I will not adjust myself to the world. I am adjusted to myself.”
Despite all the things, I cannot give up that idea that there is a man out there that looks at the world the same way as I do. I remain hopeful that he's out there. People take more time shopping for a TV or a car than their partner for life. I will take my time, though I wonder where he is and what he's doing right now...damn him!
" I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings, even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn’t guarantee that others will be good people, too. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away.”
The most beautiful people I have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen!
I'm a good person with strong morals, and values and I do the right thing even when no one is looking. I'm not looking for the flashy guy, or the best looking guy, or the one who makes the most money. I want someone who can weather the storms, be gentle,speak kind words, love me on my best days and my worst days, and not make me feel bad about it.
Perfection does not exist. I love people who have overcome adversity, as I've overcome mine. I am who I am. I want someone who brings the best out in me and in turn want to do the same.I am serious about meeting someone and I know it takes time and a lot of effort. You have to put in the time to reap the reward, and that's with everything in life. It's hard to find people in my age group, most are married and settled down or are single and living the crazy single life. I just want normal, what ever that means.
I believe that...
Living with integrity means:
Not settling for less than what you know you deserve in your relationships.
Asking for what you want and need from others.
Speaking your truth, even though it might create conflict or tension.
Behaving in ways that are in harmony with your personal values.
Making choices based on what you believe, and not what others believe.
If you don't want to know the answers ...don't ask the questions.
Be where the sun shines even in the shade! Namaste!