I have no idea. Who are you kidding, chances are you don't either.
Your mouth says one thing, your rampant anxiety says another.
I tend to have a more radical critique of the present day and have
been spending almost all of my time as of late reading, writing,
and learning about the current global capitalist shit-show we're
all experiencing. The state of the Earth's climate (and the fact
that no one seriously talks about it) keeps me awake most nights.
How does one carry the knowledge that we are likely to reach global
tipping points that will threaten nearly all biological life on
this planet within the next 10-15 years? Advocating decisive
dismantling of industrial infrastructure is my best guess.
I am somewhat in the process of working on various projects
(writing, video production, etc.) and ideas with comrades. Won't
you be my comrade?