Ahhhh where to begin....my name is Stef, I'm 18. I love animals, have an addiction to America's Next Top Model but I absolutely dislike Tyra Banks. I particularly have a fascination with birds, especially those of the parrot breed and you will often find me as I'm talking with people in a group watching the birds around me, seeing what they're doing and talking about it..sometimes I drive my friends crazy with it, but I just think they're beautiful creatures and I hope to pursue a career with animals or find a way to help them and stop the cruelty that occurs to many animals all over the world. I am 1/8 Filipino whilst the rest of me is Hispanic, but I consider myself more Filipino and relate to that culture more because that is where I grew up..I love music and drama, I haven't really done much musically but I've acted in several plays and even short films throughout my teen-hood. At the moment, I'm just looking for other gay guys my age to relate to because I often feel alone in the high school environment surrounded by straight guys who can't relate to me or understand me...I have in the past met with gay guys but it seems that they just immediately want to go to bed and frankly, that does nothing for me if I don't have any feelings towards the person. I have to become friends with the person first and genuinely like them, so if you're just looking for a hook-up at the drop of a hat I am not your guy...it just doesn't do anything for me anymore...although after a few drinks I may change my mind haha I hope not but testosterone is a powerful thing...but really, I want to find someone with substance, but I can have deep and meaningful convo with and laugh with and enjoy myself with...otherwise, its just not worth it. I'm not really good at explaining myself in these things, so do pardon that and hopefully some of you will see something here that make it seem worthwhile to talk to me. I can be reserved, but with the right people I let loose..sometimes a bit too loose hehe I try to be honest about everything whilst understanding that not everything needs to be expressed. I am very passionate about things I love and will do anything for those things and yeah...just looking for other guys to relate to and have a good time with.....in a social manner lol.

At the moment I'm finishing my last year in high school. I'm hoping to pursue a career in animal rights. There isn't really a specific job that I want to get into though, I want to try a bit of everything..veterinary nurse, rspca inspector, quarantine dog handler, animal rights lawyer..anything that doesn't involve too much science because I am simply inept at anything involving the subject. Having said that, I love Modern History and the performing arts. I have done several plays in the past, I was planning on pursuing it as a career at one point but I decided to just do it as a hobby.

To be honest, I do not know. I don't really see anything particularly special that I have, and besides I prefer people to tell me what I'm good at. I don't know, I'm not one who likes to say I'm a loving person or I'm good at this, etc..part of it is a lack of self-esteem at times, but mostly I just find that the amazing people I have met in my life do not realize how amazing they are so I do not like to go around saying what I'm good at, I like people to find it out and determine that for themselves.

My fascination with birds.

I'm working towards becoming a vegetarian, coming from an Hispanic background where a lot of our meals contain some meat this is difficult and I'm not quite there yet but eventually I will. I'm a sucker for any sort of pasta.

As Skye Sweetnam says, music is my boyfriend..hehe, I love music. I don't really have a favorite artist, but I mainly listen to pop-rock. A few examples of artists I listen to include Skye Sweetnam, RPM, Avril Lavigne, Sick Puppies, Evanescence, Paramore, Kings of Leon, Michelle Branch, Jewel, The Killers....yeah, you get the idea.

I'm not much of a movie person, so when I do like a movie and watch it over and over again that means its really good....my favorite movies include 2:37, Get Real, Shelter...I tend to take a liking towards movies with homosexual relationships for obvious reasons, however not many of them are well executed. I do enjoy more mainstream movies though like Mean Girls, 50 First Dates, Dating Sarah Marshall and such...I also love America's Next Top Model and American/Australian Idol....I love the Simpsons (still), Spongebob, Judge Judy and I love shows that talk about murder cases, I find it very interesting and....yeah, oh and my favourite book is the Secret Life of Bees. Haven't seen the movie yet, but I am keen to do so.

I'm a pretty flexible person..though I'd probably go a bit crazy without my computer and internet....oh, and my mp3 player. They get me through some rough days lol I love to sing...I'm not that good at it, but its my way of releasing inner-emotion and its just a lot of fun to act like rock star even though you know you don't have the potential to be one haha its fun to pretend.

The future..my desires, what I want out of life and what I want to do.

At home, on youtube or sleeping.

I'm a little socially retarded and not the kind of person who has many friends..I can hold a conversation with people and you know, I talk and sometimes hang out with people from school but usually when I leave the school I lose contact with them with the exception of a few people. I don't always love myself as much as I should.

You're a highschool-aged guy looking for other highschool-aged guys who are attracted to guys..its so hard to find a guy in the highschool environment who is gay....decent. Haha, I know that sounds bad but all the gay guys I've met in school have either been over-the-top, rude, obnoxious or just plain crazy..not that some of the straight guys aren't like that, but I always find myself falling for straight guys...I don't know, I find that the ones I like are really sweet to their girlfriends if they have one or just really friendly, amusing people who enjoy deep and meaningful conversations..I don't know, its hard to explain but I think most gays in my position will kind of understand what I'm saying. Its easier to a straight guy to find a suitable girlfriend in highschool than it is for a gay guy to find a suitable boyfriend in highschool, lets put it at that...I don't want to say that I'm still in the highschool phase, but in a way I'm not quite ready to grow up yet. I still want to have those really deep, kinda cheesy intimate/romantic moments you see on TV with the really close friends who like have a small party, have a few drinks, go on the trampoline, fool around a little, look at the stars and have deep talk...you know what I'm saying? I still want to have fun, but not with people who just want to like sleep with you or whatever...its just a shallow relationship, and they get boring fast. I want someone I can actually talk to and I kind of develop some sort of feelings for them before I do anything..which is why I'm open to meeting friends on this site as well if I don't find someone who I fall in love with, as you just can't fall in love just like that it takes time..getting to know eachother, and yeah I went on a bit of a tangent there lol but yeah if I still sound like someone you want to talk to hit me up.