I don't know who i am right now, i know who i was. I was a romantic, I was a fatalist, I was a joker, witty, righteous, charismatic, developed, artistic, inseparable from my inner thoughts yet fully extroverted, I had a loose tongue, scraped palms and knees, white knuckles and was shamelessly outspoken. Now i have a fourth chance at reinvention(thats a lot), as I will be moving to the lonely state of Maine. I have lived in quite few places over the past three years, I moved from Des Moines IA, to Boston MA, then back to the midwest to live in Chicago, and now back out to the east to live in Portland ME. I'm Nomadic. I'll keep the best parts of "The Person" I was, I'll always be a nerd, and i will always hate humanity and love people. Plus............I'm a Ninja and I walk on dinosaur cake sprinkles just for kicks.

I am Heart, Here, and There

closing doors, breaking down old ones, and opening new ones. Leave some locked and others ajar. Making the best of everything that makes me, me. Right now im hopeful for a brighter future in Portland, simpler. I'm actually quite happy and very personable, though all i seem to be writing, is vague and shaded in with some sort of "bitter" pencil.

At getting in trouble and talking my way out. I love to cook. I write for an online magazine, mainly reviews for movies, games, books, whatever i feel like writing about. I've been a barista for seven years, all over the country, so I'm pretty good at that. I love Espresso.

eyes, nose, my "lucky" hat, widows peak.

Favorite authors: Palahniuk, Vonnegut, Sedaris, kafka, tolstoy, wells, orwell, huxley, Marx, Dumass, Thompson, Hamburger. thats a few for now. I'm a huge Cormac McCarthy fan.
Movies: Oldboy, In Bruge, Children of Men, Watchmen, Sympathy for Lady Vengeance, Cashback, the Warriors, the Unbearable Lightness of Being, Gangs of New York, Delicatessen, True Romance, Battle Royale, the United States of Leland, I want to Destroy America, and on and on.
Music: Punk, Synth Thrash, Indie, Folk, gypsy punk.

1. food
2. air
3. water
4. shelter
5. blood in muh Veins
6. sweaters

The End of the world, whats happening in the news, when i'll be published again, working on my families sheep farm in Ireland, if I had lived in the 20's

I enjoy the occasional party, going out to eat, getting drinks, talking about differences in beliefs and then furiously debating you, watching a movie, being weird, probably singing to my cat at some point, Wandering aimlessly anywhere.
Sidewalk Chalk
Accordions
Banjos
Whiskey
Pastels
Coffee
video games
working
comics
paint cans
hopping on one foot
Biting my tongue

I like to pull hoods over eyes. I've seen too many friends die for stupid causes and poor choices.

Im slow on replies sometimes, but i'll write back. If you are in the Portland area, I don't know anyone here yet, so message me.