Well, figured it's time to make my first okc journal post and why not make it a big one.  I've been a passive user for quite some time now and I think this is worthy of doing something active.  A big chapter of my life just ended and that would be schooling.  Last month I graduated from college and the schooling part of my life is over.  It was a fun four years and I've made many lifelong friends.  I've even landed a job at my college, they just can't get rid of me can they?  Gotta make back some of the money I spent there haha.

All this is a good and I am mostly ready to move on and start working for the rest of my life, ugh where did my free time go!  There's only one thing missing that I never did accomplish and that would be someone special.  All through high school and college, never did I find someone, anyone, who I could really get close too.  I've never had a girl friend.  Hell I've never really been on an official "date".  It kind of makes me feel like a failure, but there's no way I can think like that!  If I did, I would be super depressed for the rest of my life.  I've made tons of friends of both sexes and I am content with it.  A few I wished some more could have happened, but oh well.

I know I will find someone eventually and I hope it will be Mrs. Right.  Even if it's not, I still need to press on.  Who knows, maybe tomorrow, maybe in 10 years, I know someone special will enter my life (I just kind of hope it's sooner as apposed to later).

For any who's reading this, thank you for listening to me vent for a bit.  It did feel better getting it written down somewhere ^_^