Fucking Gnarly...because 99.9 percent of you won't understand....that said...

First off, I have a beautiful baby daughter...if you can't accept this, that is fine by me...I am a very happy individual without you anyways and I have no problem with keeping my daughter as the only girl in this world i truly adore, if this is something you can deal with....read on...

...like sunshine in my eyes...
i'm the type of individual who choses to see life for all the beauty in it.
i stand true to all my beliefs and myself....
and that's not going to change anytime soon.
i'm genuine about my emotions and the emotions of others...
accept life and the people and experiences that surround it, but do not become self righteous.

When it comes to passion, i find it everywhere and in every experience life brings me...Fire engulfs all and leaves nothing in the aftermath, be like water. Fierce, calm...tranquil and ever flowing.

I've grown to be the type who is always happy, atleast for the most part. I love to have the best time i can, who doesn't? ...and i'm always up for anything...sitting around is nice when you're with that certain someone special, just have to love the alone time too, yet i'm always down for an active night. Let's rock right and have some wonderful nights.

Sometimes, i feel as though life is about the little things, and Sometimes...that's all that matters....besides the big things but who's counting those... ...

Physically speaking, about myself that is, i'm 5'9''...
i have short...short, super short brown hair, dark brown eyes, quite a few tattoos in various places working on full sleeves at the moment, some day...someday...I'll finaly be able to get them finished. I'm pretty skinny and damn happy that way ;).
Oh and women with tats...perfection.

I love a stellar hardcore show, though i am also a big soul fan and many, many, many other genres included...i also idolize Tori Amos

i play guitar in a band that is just starting to really get some material done...composing the melodies that take our breath away.
i also play the violin (insert laughter here) the violin is a beautiful instrument...and the skill it takes is beyond impressive.

I'm also in the process of creating, placing, and writing a book completely on my own...i'd like to title it..."what's so amazing about really deep thoughts?" which, ironically enough, is a book of poetry, ramblings, expressions and really deep thoughts...anyone get the references in the title? ...there's more than one. (Don't worry, I already know that most of you won't get it.)

i'm also studying to become an art history professor...ahhh the passion. i've never been more serious and happy about a career.
i drifted around so many courses and subjects until i took a few art history classes and it's like passion came 100 miles an hour and collided straight with my heart...i knew then, just what i would be.

i work fulltime, go to school fulltime and lead a busy social life though i always make time for the people that matter.
"life is what we make of the people we love".
my friends and family mean everything to me, without them i am barely even half the man i am today...and no one wants to be left only 3 foot tall.

when it comes to what i'm looking for....well someone that holds the ability to simply make me smile, which isn't hard to do...one who is willing to enjoy life as much as i, be a bestfriend and a stellar lover, i want to connect and rupture with passion. oh, and maturity is a huge issue...these childish games are ever so unbecoming, i'd like someone i can share life with and experience it with as well...something real, something precious...

i'm told that one of my best virtues is the way i treat a woman...which always feels great to hear by the way...
i would gladly sever the stars from the sky just to place them in your hands.

i will be honest up front here in saying that a while back i got out of a long term relationship with the first love and only of my life so far.
Everyone, or most everyone has been there though...

One day, I know...there will be that awe-inspiring connection that takes my breath away.

One of my many favorite life philosophies include the statement: "understanding, compassion, kindness and love are the only revolutionary ideals."

Studying hard to become a professor in art history for the colleges in my surrounding area...i also work full time for a machining company.

Playing music as a solo artist and in a band...not many people get to hear my solo stuff so if you ever do, consider yourself a special person in my life...it's not because i am selfconcious about it, it's because it is all so deeply personal that only the people that matter ever hear it.

Trying to discover new media in art and apply them to my own.
i've always got my eyes open and i'm always aware of everything around me.

I'm also writing a few books, a couple novels and a few poetry books.
someday, sooner than i expect...you will find some on bookshelves. :]

Being myself...i don't know how others struggle with this when it's so easy...laugh, love, listen, be open yet very wary of whom you trust.

Making out...atleast, that's what i'm always told.

Listening to others and doing whatever i can to make them happy...and/or help them in any way i can.

My smile, i hear about it all the time...

Then it's my unusual use of words...people love the way i converse...so do i frankly, it's amazing how differently one types and or writes as to the way they talk.

books: alice in wonderland.

movies: donnie darko, memento, fight club, run lola run, a clockwork orange, stay, 21 grams, eternal sunshine, punch drunk love, all the 8 flicks to die for, Where the Wild Things Are, house of 1,000 corpses and devil's rejects, i heart huckabees, 28 days later, ehhh let's just say, psychological thrillers, horror and comedy...indie flicks as well...some drama (meet joe black) 80's movies are giants compared to the movies of today. Tastes vary...deal with it.

music: hardcore, metalcore, grindcore, soul, classic rock, punkrock, alternative, classical....TORI AMOS!
for example: metal - The Black Dahlia Murder, Between the Buried and Me, The Faceless, Blood Runs Black, The End, The Red Chord, Veil of Maya, Ion Dissonance...and so much more.
hardcore - Pageninetynine, Hot Cross, Majority rule, Converge, The Hope Conspiracy and much more.
grindcore - Pig Destroyer, Force Fed Glass, Neil Perry, Corn on Macabre, Agoraphobic Nosebleed....and much more.
soul - Sia Furler, Ella Fitzgerald, Louis armstrong, Amy Whinehouse and so much more.
classic rock - Neil Young, Fleetwood Mac, Skynyrd, Zepplin, PInk floyd and much more.
alternative - Tori Amos, Ingrid michealson, Jose Gonzales, Zero 7, Azure Ray, Regina Spektor, Bjork and so much more.

foods: i love food in general, especially italian food.

First and foremost:
My daughter.
My guitar...acoustic and electric.
My friends and family...
My tori amos albums...
My passion for the unexplained...
Hygenic supplies to keep clean!

Oh mylanta... where to begin, always making sure my little girl is provided for and happy... my life in general...where i'm going...where i want to go...how to get there.

My family and their well being.

My friends and their everyday happenings...

My music and art...

The world and all it's beauty...

Replacing lost love in my life...

I'm ever so passionate...my mind never stops.

Doing whatever it is I end up doing.
I don't have a schedule, other than my work schedule...whatever i want to do that night...well, simply stated, that's what I intend to do.

Okay...honestly here...
the sound of skateboards and tattoo guns make me horny.

...

Seriously. :]

I love quirky and lame little names...like being called "baby" and "honey"
I absolutely adore it.

I don't get this part...

Message me if?

Just message me anyways....i love everyone...sometimes. X3!