A nomad between cultures, I can easily appear and disappear depending on my mood, a silent observer, have a soft spot for guys who wears perfume, loves green, get easily drown in solitude just by listening to the waves, still believe in prince charming on a white horse, as cocky as it may sound but im a gorgeous redefined, live to speak in the most brutal honest way, adore the joy of having a nice cup of tea, currently on a journey to seek my happiness in Bali, Island of the Gods

Right now I'm focusing on my job and try to pursue a higher level of education, love to go out with friends after work hanging out somewhere and in the weekends I like to go to the beach and enjoy the solitude

my friends say that I'm brutally honest, i am a very straight forward person ... that is what i am good at ... being honest

so.... can i tell you a story? it is written beautifully by Ethan at shades of gray. the story is an image of my feelings towards life....

I met the most adorable couple today. Peter and George. They’ve been together for 47 years. George is in a wheelchair. Peter takes care of him. He cooks for him, cuts his steak for him. He helps him up the stairs.

They’re still in love. Not like all over each other in love. Old people in love. The way you finish each other’s sentences in love. The way you tease each other in love. The way you roll your eyes at each other in love.

I was introduced to George and Peter through my friend Justin. Justin’s my hairdresser. He’s straight. He’s been my hairdresser for 16 years. Really. My brother took me to Justin’s for my 18th birthday. I’m 34 now. Almost 35. I guess that means I know Justin almost 17 years. That’s a long time.

I love Justin. He’s family. Justin loves me too. Says I’m special. I don’t think I’m special, though it’s nice to hear.

Anyway. Back to George and Peter. They invited Justin and me to brunch at the Lowell Hotel. Have you ever been to the Lowell Hotel? It’s up on 63rd and Madison. It’s beautiful. Old. Classy. Foie gras and caviar kind of classy. Beluga. I actually had the foie gras. It was amazing. Like butter. Didn’t have the Beluga. Fish eggs. Yuck.

We went on a walk after brunch. Me, Justin, Peter, George. Justin pushed George’s wheelchair. I walked along with Peter. We walked and walked and walked. We walked until we stepped right into the Central Park Zoo. We saw seals. Polar bears too. Then we sat on a bench, watched people go by. We watched and watched and watched and watched. It was one of those perfect days. Sunny, clear, like God was in a good mood. We sat there watching. We watched until Peter said it was time for George to take a nap.

Justin, me, Peter, George then walked back to their apartment, helped George up the stairs. Wheelchair was heavy. I wondered how Peter and George manage when Justin’s not around. I said my good-byes, then took the E-train back to Chelsea.

On the train, I turned on my ipod. Then smiled all the way back home.

I met the cutest couple today. 47 years. Perfect. Like God was in a good mood.

what people usually notice about me? I guess they are cracking up when the notice something about me... I'm quite a goofy guy... making jokes here and there

I read a lot so I don't know what author or title of the books to right, my favorite is mistress of spices and currently is reading the heterophobia - a novel about a twisted side of gay life -

when it comes to movies, i love big drama thing when you can cry and learn something about life and love
for music that would be bossa nova and jazz

food? I ate them all :p lol any Italian food would do the trick

My blackberry cause i like to be mobile oh that goes to number two as well; my laptop, my wallet along with plastic cards and money in it, my motorcycle, beautiful beaches on this face of this planet, lets see what else... oh and I could never start a day without my morning coffee :)

love and life? gee that makes me sound like a crazy-cat-person :p hahaha definitely I always thinking about my life... my plans ahead, we are constantly struggling from the first day of our creation and yes I do thinking about love... when I see an old couples dancing under the moonlight 'whats keeping them loved each other day by day' when I see a mother with her beautiful baby 'how a mothers love conquers all thus she is willing to give up anything for her flash and blood' thinking about love... just like mulder and scully would say, the truth is out there... well he's out there somewhere alright

hanging out with friends or if they are too busy with their ladies i'll probably spending my time in the gym or staying at home reading books or watching dvd's or browsing on the net on cooking something or relaxing my self in a hot bubble bath with champagne

That i sleep naked

you think that there's a chemistry bubbling between us