send me a message- this is just where I am mentally right now.
I believe that there are people out there, that once they walk into your life you never want them to leave- because there's just something about them that you can't do without (in a healthy way) one phone call, text, email or day/night out will complete turn your day/night around. That's what I'm looking a relationship where you can share things about yourself, things you never shared before, but you share it with them because they're more focused on being there and being understanding, than judging you.
No one is perfect and sometimes some dreams just never come become true. Some goals, no matter how big or small, just never happen. Some of your biggest aspirations end up being your huge disappointments, but with the right person by your side- things always get put back into prospective and before you know it something wonderful happens. I don't like it, but its life and with the right person next to you- Its just easier to accept.
I'm not 100% sure what I'm looking for, I'll know when I find it. Just not interested in any jealousy or pressure for titles- just an interesting, intelligent open minded intellectual that won't let a bad first impression be their only impression.
Too many people have a hard time being themselves, so if you can't just be yourself and not worry about what they will think- then its easier to love who you are, and others do the same, because the both of you know who you are.
Its not about amazing sex or this crazy physical attraction- that's just icing on the cake. I think its more about a raw connection that you can build on. Everything else just falls into place. Loyalty and friendship AND a genuine person that's something I haven't been able to find- hopefully someone here will help me change that.