I'm a walking contradiction. I'm a minor threat. My username comes from a concept in Chinese buddhism, hungry ghosts wander the earth, driven by animalistic desires that can never be met. I believe that the society we live in now has turned all of us into hungry ghosts, we seek things we can't have, always after more.
I believe my life has no purpose except for the one I assign to it, and if that's the case then it's my duty to do something meaningful.
I live a life of passion. I only do what I feel is right, and I do it with my whole heart. When something feels wrong, I try to change it. If I do something against my beliefs, I'm not only cheating myself, I'm cheating the world. In order to do what I think is right, I must also be able and willing to handle the potential consequences. I do not fight because I want to or it's fun. I'm terrified. I do it out of necessity. I have been forced into this constant struggle.
I am pansexual and don't agree with the gender binary. While I am genderqueer identified. The limited sexuality and gender labels that OkC allows really bother me.
I don't know what I'm supposed to be typing here. Nothing I could possibly type here is meaningful if I don't live up to it.
I'm a quiet rebel, a snarky introvert. And I'm tired of fucking typing this. Bye.