honestly, i really just want to meet folks who want to doubledutch with me.
but also if you want to avoid large urban areas, do sober things, squat in the forest, have land i could come help out on and or goats i could milk, want to go fishing and build rural community, and dont mind me bringing along my sort of crazy dog everywhere i go.
id rather be dirty and smelly any day but i aint no hippie(although who doesnt have a little hippie in em), i really appreciate folks who are gramaticaly incorrect(notice the misspellings?), i despise the exclusivity and elitism of academia most days but some days think about going back to college, im trying to find a healthy balance of cynicism and being posi to a point of just plain naive, i think a lot about what it means to "grow up'" how social forces have shaped us and how to break free from those ways of thinking, i like to pretend i have an idea of what im doing by making grandiose plans but im not even sure where ill end up tomorrow, i have no health or dental insurance and dont know if ill ever pay back my student loans, i dont read any of the books that typicaly get assigned to you in english lit classes id rather be reading bad ass queer authors and folks who are writing to challenge exisitng power structures (basicaly everyone who usually gets left out of highschool english classes), some days everything feels overwhelming so ill just wait it out and spend the day crafting or writing letters, i know that my reliance on dumpstered food is a reliance on capitalism but dang trader joes got some good dumpsters.
id rather be called crazy and hangin out with a bunch of weirdos any day...the queer kind..duh