If you are looking for someone who has a steady job, nice car, nice place.. looking to move up the corporate ladder... Then you are not looking for me...

I am a free spirit with anxiety.. haha.. there is something very important to my life... and that thing is living life... Taking the time and trying to understand what we are doing here....

While i don't expect to figure it all out, I believe we should all try...

Am taking care of my parents.. My dad has recently become ill.. needs help with some basic stuff.. and my mum is not able to help him with everything... Right now, my son is living with me and my daughters are living with their mother..

But am writing... as my vocation.. am still a struggling writer as I have not made any money yet.... but it is the next phase of my life... that I will follow to the end..

and mostly in life .... am looking to have fun..... to enjoy the moment.. To go skydiving or to take that hike.. to meet that new person, or spend the night at a bar, to go swimming at midnight, or waking up to watch the sun rise with slippers and coffee...

having fun and making life fun... I understand that it may be hard for some women to foresee a relationship, given my current situation... but I take things slowly one day at a time.. maybe end up as just friends or even email buddies...

I am kinda shy at first...

life... and what it means...

you are not caught up in the rat race... and out to be the top rat...