1. on first sight, catching a glimpse, i seem to be a sketchy person.
second sight often shows a closed, arrogant, cold, insular and hard judgeing person. everyone who looks more than twice will get more than that.
but honestly i am really fast and hard judgeing. and unfortunately i did not fail very often...
2. i really really love the ones i love!! i set my heart on them, i do care a lot of them, i'm true and faithfully and very hopeful, i won't leave overhasty or because of trivial reasons... and i am staightforeward, hurts sometimes.. both. thats why there were, are and will be only a few on my close-list .
3. i set my heart on very little things, for example: i keep a grocery list my mom wrote on a yellow post-it for years now....
4. i will never leave black. opening my wardrobe means: welcome to the darkness.. i can never wear more than two colours or shades of one colour. even lingerie has to match. i'm obsessed by fading colours, a mix of more than three shades is much to colorful.
5. i have acrophobia .... funny. heels could never be high enough :)
6. i love to be quick at repartee more often
7. i don't hate people anymore. but still thinking most of them are sadly boring, too simple and living stereotypes.
8. for the first time in my life i didn't change my haircolor for over a year. from bright white to ravenblack, i had more shades than men over the years ;)
9. i collect quotes
10. i am much too stubborn
11. i do exceptions
12. i love love love books. i am one of those, putting their nose in a book to take a deep breath.. i read wheneverwhereever i can do. i could spend days and millions in bookstores especially antiquarian second hand shops
13. i have a weakness for tall men, smacking of leather, smokes and a dash of remarkable fragrance
14. i am unable doing smalltalk!! beeing forced to hold on a small talk situation is beeing in hell!! i am not able to pretend to be interested and can't have a simple chat.. inside i'm feeling like a cartoonfigure :)) streching and twisting with a tortured face...
15. i am rumoured to have a perfect pokerface. [helpful at point 14. ;)] i'm grateful for that , but sometimes it's a curse..
16. i am dreaming of living in an art deco appartement
17. at Berlin!
18. i am more than 100% feminine, but the most fun i can have drinkin and smoking with some rough and rude guys --- and i am very very grateful got a SON
19. i'm very emphatic with music
20. i'm thinking too much. about everything. balancing every point of view i am able to get, i could see'' too much .. very often.
21. i love my job!! ... i'm a workoholic.
22. i have black and blue marks at all times and i ever can't remember where i got them..
23. i'm feeling better outside and while driving..
24. i really wish that somebody invents something like magic doors and a timefreeze button.
25. ...the missing link.....
---- I AM BREAKING RULES! ----