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I'm a nice and polite guy (or so I've been told), I'm well raised and have good manners, and most people find it easy to interact with me. A good friend of mine has always told me that I have a lot of social intelligence, I'm able to relate to other peoples situations, so it's very easy for me to have a good conversation with just about everyone. I guess I might be a little bit bipolar (although I don't have a diagnose for it..) a bit sarcastic, and somewhat of a drama queen. I also speak internet pretty well.

Lately my love life has been completely non-existent, so I decided to try this route. I long for a "normal" routine in a relationship, you know, everyday stuff. And I miss the feeling of loving someone and being loved back. Also a good random conversation would be nice :) You can never have too many friends either...

When I was younger, I played classical piano for over eight years. I was also in a musically oriented class, and sang in a choir for about seven years. Afterwards I've played keyboards in a couple of bands

Oh! And I must mention that I am fascinated by the symmetry and patterns found all around us, from the formation of stems and leaves on a plant to distant galaxies. Pretty much everything related to the golden ratio, pi and the Fibonacci sequence. Not to forget fractal geometry. Or astronomy and cosmology.

I. Love. Psychedelic and dissociative substances, no shame in it for me. You may call me a psychonaut, if you will. I believe in their potency in treating patients with mental illnesses, traumas, cluster headaches and dealing with the fear and concept of death related to terminal cancers and such. I highly admire the pioneer work of such individuals as Albert Hoffman, Alexander Shulgin, Stanislav Grof and Rick Strassman.

Please don't take my profile too seriously, I'm really not that much of a whining bitch as I make myself look here :D (Well, maybe a bit)

I'm a multiple school dropout, but I voluntarily educate myself in various topics, I'm always reading something if possible, and trying to learn something new every day. Even if the knowledge I gain is purely trivial and/or random. Trying to find answers, and even more questions to answer.

I recently moved from Tampere to Vammala.

Listening to people and calming them down. I have been through some weird and pretty dark phases in my life, and I think my experiences have given me some what deeper understanding on how the human mind works.
Also I'm excellent in the art of procrastination and breaking promises I make to myself!

Don't really want to sound smug, but my looks :D Probably the Final Fantasy tattoo on my neck, it's an excellent conversation starter if I bump into people who recognize that it's a Cactuar. I'm easy to approach and easy to talk to. Also people catch on pretty quick that I'm always flat broke.

Favorite authors: Stanislav Grof, Esko Valtaoja, Stephen Hawking, Jim Al-Khalili, Studs Terkel, William S. Burroughs, Jack Kerouac, Hunter S. Thompson, Anton LaVey, H.P. Lovecraft, Clive Barker, Stephen King, Arto Paasilinna, Juha Vuorinen, Reijo Mäki, Tove Jansson, Eiji Yoshikawa, Douglas Adams, Terry Pratchett, Michael Moorcock, David & Leigh Eddings, Ursula K. Lequin, Margaret Weis & Tracy Hickman, Tad Williams, R.A. Salvatore, Elaine Cunningham, Joseph Delaney, Robin Hobb, George R.R. Martin, J.R.R. Tolkien, Raymond E. Feist etc etc...

Favorite movies: Pi, Blueberry, Evil Dead 2, Fear and loathing in Las Vegas, Stardust, The Machinist, Equilibrium, Tetsuo - Iron man, Trans-Siberian, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Guy Ritchie movies, Hayao Miyazaki movies

Favorite games: Silent Hill 1 & 2, Amnesia : The Dark Descent, Final Fantasy VI, VII, VIII, IX, X & XII, Xenoblade Chronicles, Diablo 1 & 2, Torchlight, Heroes of Might and Magic 3 & 5, Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas, Baldurs Gate: Dark Alliance 1 & 2, Fable: The Lost Chapters, Ninja Gaiden Black. I also play Magic : the Gathering and Warhammer : Invasion

Favorite shows: Game of Thrones, American Dad, Family Guy, Mythbusters, Top Gear UK, The Mighty Boosh, Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood, Claymore, Ninja Scroll, Madventures American Horror Story..
I really don't watch TV nowadays, it mainly serves as my computer monitor

Favorite music at the moment: Electrocado, Opiuo, Shpongle, Shulman, Entheogenic, Ruskotasku, Shatter Sound, Shiwa 2000, Rubix vs. Jester, Ace Ventura, Neelix, Ovnimoon, Aphex Twin, Deftones, Stam1na, Dimmu Borgir, Burzum, Nasum, Huge L, Laineen Kasperi, Asa, Eevil Stöö, RPK, YUP, CMX, Kingston Wall, Queen, Nirvana Pink Floyd..
Varies almost on a daily basis, and way too many a choice to make a definitive list

Favorite foods: As long as it has no shrimps or mushrooms in it, I'm good. Although psychedelic mushrooms make an exception, I like the taste of psilocybin in a weird way. I love to cook for my friends and/or possible partner, but when I'm by myself I mostly eat something cheap, boring, and fast to cook :D

Favorite quote: "Are you ready for that? Checking into a Las Vegas hotel under a phony name with the intent to commit capital fraud with a head full of acid? I certainly hope so..." - Dr. Gonzo; Fear and loathing in Las Vegas.

My computer (Photoshop, irc and internets)
Music
Books
My own peace and space when I need it
Tea
True friends
Mindfuck, as in 7 out of 6

All the stupid choices in the past, and their long term effects on my whole life. But still I wouldn't necessarily change anything, given the chance. If I did, I wouldn't have seen and gone through all the things I have. I would be a completely different person without all the perspective I've gained living my life as I have done, on the edge of society and norms.

Money is a thing I think about A LOT, as much as I loathe it as a concept. Money (or lack of it) is a constant source of depression and stress for me, I simply hate money. It does make things considerably easier though, if you happen to possess currency, but if not, you're pretty much fucked.

I'm very interested in all the mechanics, patterns, interactions and systems behind various things and phenomenon, I want to know how and why everything works as it does. I wanna know what makes things tick.

Probably at home reading or watching some documentary online. From time to time I tend to live in the internet.

On a special occasion I may be tripping home alone.

I don't how much of a private thing this is, but I have 4mm thick piercings in my nipples. And oh yeah, I'm really a unicorn in disguise. For real.

If you are interested in long conversations, are not too serious about yourself, if our interests meet.. Or if you just want to find out more about me. Doesn't hurt to try, does it?