♫ (...) she was my catatonic sex toy, love-joy diver.

(...) (s)he feels that my sentimental side should be held with kids gloves
but (s)he doesn't know that i left my urge in the icebox (...)

(...) she says brief things, her love's a pony
my love's subliminal.

i try to be as racional as i can but i guess i'm just not sometimes.
i <3 broken anyway \o/

*not vacationing anymore but going fucking nutzy again LOL*

vacationing to try to be as sane as possible again and developing a way to work with something i'd have pleasure to do, something motivating that would make me become well succeded in life so i can rub in people's who thinks i'm just a schizo-loser faces that i actually made a difference, something that wouldn't make me feel like a fucking robot when the alarm clock rings in the morning.

eating human brains. :B after all, some koreans eats dogs meat n some icelanders drinks fish blood. why wouldn't i eat human brains then? ^uu^

trying to guess what other people are about to say before they say it when they're stuttering to say something (not patient at all I guess? haha)

talking shit no one wants to know about when i do talk cuz everyone just wants to be listened.

procrastinating. i swear i'm trying to improve this quality of mine TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. >:u

eyelined eyes and a thick and black playmobil hair. and that i never smile OR that i smile a lot. i usually smile more when i'm drunk or when people are actually funny which seems to be getting harder to find these days. ah, you stupid human beings :)

books:
fernando pessoa, álvaro de campos, mário de sá-carneiro, franz kafka, jean paul sartre, clarice lispector, josé saramago, arthur schopenhauer, carlos drummond de andrade, machado de assis, guimarães rosa, j. d. salinger.

movies:
punch-drunk love, the royal tenenbaums, taxi driver, little miss sunshine, the good girl, kramer vs. kramer, la vida secreta de las palabras, bunny and the bull, my neighbour totoro, roman holiday, le scaphandre et le papillon, rudo y cursi...
jake gyllenhaal, colin firth, kevin spacey, robert de niro, al pacino, clint eastwood, jack nicholson <3
wes anderson, the coen brothers, michel gondry, jean-pierre jeunet, federico fellini, stanley kubrick and david lynch's movies in general.
quiet boring movies in general too. :)

music:
joy division, radiohead, elliott smith, blonde redhead, sneaker pimps, new order, kasabian, the cure, the smashing pumpkins, interpol, the velvet underground, the drums, the smiths, neil young, nick drake, wilco, beck, nin, depeche mode, *obsessed with ost's*, love synth-pop and french music in general (oh, the accent...) and any kind of music that depresses me (they don't really depress me when i hear them most of the time but i like listening to them more often than music without good lyrics or stupid pop songs, etc...) or makes me want to be schizophrenically psychotic like die antwoord :D

drinks comes first, then food ;) :
caipiroskas (vodka caipirinha :P), mojitos and frozen drinks with or without alcohol, just love them all <3

food:
brownie/brigadeiro/crème caramel
carpaccio salad/gnocchi al sugo/raw fish with liiiime -vv- I'm a fish vampire and I hate twilight lol (just to mention my hate for this kind of shit. thanks).

sleep (mostly because i'm not awake when that happens), music, football (england/brazil/spain football, not american soccer :P), procrastinate ;_; , my phone and the internet (sadly), art/design/illustration (graphic design, fashion design, visual communication in general).

travelling to europe <3 and running away from brazil for a while.
and in a way i can make money doing something i really like but i guess there's nothing i really like to make money out of it, ha! D:
i think i'd still be happy living abroad working as a waitress or something like that just to get rid of brazil and tour around europe though :D

so fucking tired (mental image of little miss sunshine's grandpa)... well, i guess everyday's friday then \o/

that making an account here is ridiculous.
and if it's a pixar animated movie in 3D OR a musical, i already hate it without seeing it. sorry.
i must admit that i love hating things too. oh and i LOVE when people hate the things i hate as well. ^^

* i wish i was just a character from a wes anderson movie ;_; *
(i wouldn't have to actually exist then :D)

you want me. whoarl.
(but if you don't that's ok, i'll deal with that.)

or if you live in london and want to rent a room for me and you're not a REAL psycho. you can be a bit psycho though, i tend to attract psycho typos all the time ;_; . how will i know it anyway? i just won't, but we can chat about it to figure it out... or not D: