Note: Please pardon the slow progress, my profile is under construction.

The age old question: Who am I? Every person, of every race, religion, age, and economic background has asked themselves that at one time or another. I'll give you the short, semi-bittersweet response. I am a sister, a friend, a daughter, a granddaughter, a niece, a cousin. I find release and happiness in music, whether writing, playing, or listening to it. I also find solace in books. I am not a complicated person, nor am I simple. Those seeking to know me well enough to predict me often give up on that pursuit. I am random, and love to have fun. But it has it's place. I have lost many a great friend to untimely accidents. I lost a unborn son to hatred, a fiance to himself. I don't regret my life, or anything in it. I have had drunken nights, but none that I don't remember. I have days that have blurred together, and ones that I have blocked from my memory because it hurts so much to remember. If there is anything further you'd like to know, ask.

I aspire to be many things. I want to be a doctor someday, that is my ultimate goal. First, I want to be a phlebotomist, then a nurse. I am a nanny/housekeeper right now. I also do side work with a small advertising company.

Hmm, let's see.... Pretending to be a ninja, giving back rubs, and listening.

My eyes? Or maybe my hair. It has been very bright colors in the past.

Books: Interview With A Vampire, Memoirs Of A Geisha, White Oleander, Aesop's Fables, and many, many more.

Music: My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Aiden, Cannibal Corpse, Devil Driver, Behemoth, Atreyu, Norma Jean, Bury Your Dead, Cephalic Carnage, Maylene and the Sons of Disaster, Pantera, Trivium, Job For A Cowboy, Underoath, Taking Back Sunday, Panic! At The Disco, Satyrion, Dragonforce, Killswitch Engage, Hawthorne Heights, 30 Seconds To Mars, Motion City Soundtrack, Poison The Well, Blink-182, Converge, Acacia Strain, Lamb of God, The Black Delilah Murder, The Used, 69 Eyes, Dimmu Borgir, Greenday, From First To Last, Haste The Day, Death Cab For Cutie, Avenged Sevenfold, Owl City and many, many, many more.

Movies: Queen of the Damned, Interview with a Vampire, Nightmare Before Christmas, Halloween (the new Rob Zombie one), The Crow, The Lost Boys, Sweeney Todd, Chronicles of Narnia, Lord Of The Rings Trilogy, The Dark Knight, Donnie Darko, Edward Scissorhands, A Clockwork Orange, and many more.

Shows: Family Guy, American Dad, The Simpsons, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Ghost Hunters, Ghost Adventures, Countdown With Keith Oberman, The Cobert Report, and a few more.

Music, blank paper and pens, the rain, friends and family,

Life, and what it means. The Universe. If my life will have any meaning. Nature. My friends and family.

Hanging out with friends and having fun doing the simple stuff in life.

My dad is a truck driver.
I have an amazing best friend, whom I love very much.
I have a pet fancy rat named Lola.
I have traveled a little.
I like riding on the Greyhound, as long as I can sleep.
I have never been to New York.
My mom is a recovering addict.

You like meeting new people.
You are sweet.
You like to watch Disney movies.
You want to be a pirate.
You want to have coffee with me.