Would you consider dating someone who plans to remain celibate indefinitely?

• Yes.
• No.

Indefinitely usualy means Not with you... I've learned this the hard way. *sighs*

well, woke from a very typical dream today. on another day where i could go eithor way emotionaly. I'm now starting down.

So, Lets get this out. Someone will get a laugh from it.

Starts with me showing up late to a gaming session with friends. I show up, and for some reason the palce is at the acquaintance of someone else i know. A girls place, no name, but one of the many beautiful girls who would never date me. *laughs figueres with me, eh?* We game, and I get called from the girl to step up to her room, she wants to ask me something. I teleport, hey, I'm a gamer... She was neked, and wanted to know why I never asked her out. being a dream, it was easy to say how dammed intimidated she made me. she laughed, kissed me, and said "We'll have to fix that." After this i was called down, gaming was breaking up for a "Sandbox break" LOL Don't ask. we teleported to when my house had a big sandbox in the yard. we set out to do different things. I remember I grabed some cardboard and a pen and was drawing a picture of the "girl" and Tony Tufto stoped to look, told me I was crazy. I laughed, and asked to use his uber printer to add some color. He said "sure" and took the sketched out buildings and night scene with her picture walking towards the center of perspective. after a few min Tony brought it out, it was amaizing, lots of blues, greens, and ambers. LOL anyways, tony handed it over, I complained he used too much ink, the think weighed like 5# it was a brick.... So, as i went to get something else to do, i was called again by the girl. she was in the bathroom, door open a crack, and said, "Come in here a second." so I do, she lay in the tub, and sits up "Scrub my back" now, there isn't a bubble in the bath, and no soap. I look around and say "with what?" she laughed and said, "just use your had and this bar of soap..." so, I do this, turn a glowing red. (yes I woke flushed) she thanks me, and says "later, I'll have something else for you." so i blink and go back out to the guys. Gaming restarted, she came out in a long robe, Jake makes a cat call, I make a coment about wrestling humor and she laughs, kissed me on the cheak, and went to her room. As gaming finishes, she comes out of a room, hugs everyone dressed in this killer printed green dress. I help matt out to the car with his stuff, help most of the guys. jake, myself and someone i don't know are left. Jake heads off with my phone to talk to Heather. So after sitting out side with jake and reading. jake hands back the phone and heads home. Curious as why and what I was supose to stay around for, I head back in, only to hear squeeking from the livingroom. i go in, and there is the girl and the gu. quite active in their act of sex. i turn and leave. what a way to wake. blushing and crying. And throughly depressed.


I know why the girl was the girl it was, She'd said a few things recently which triggered a dip in mood not too many days ago. the guy, i just can't place. it doesn't matter. its what always happens to me when I try get close to people. when I get to where I'm comfortable, I've long been droped by the wayside.