I am (C)ryptic, (Y)ummy, and (N)arcissistic.
My Self-Summary
Suffering deepens me, gives a greater luster to my color, a richer
resonance to my words. I do not allow it to destroy me, to burn
away my optimism and spirit, my capacity for visions, and my
respect for simple yet indispensable things.
I am Cyn.
I believe in Love & Happily-Ever-Afters.
I don't need ta smoke, drink, gamble, or f**k around ta have a
life. I am beyond that and I have a double standard to live up to.
If it bothers you, go stand on a railway track and take a moment.
What I’m doing with my life
Sing. Dance. Paint. Dream. I Create Meaningful Memories. I laugh. I
smile. I learn. I hunt. I cling onto arms.
I also:
Give & Forgive. Accept & Encourage. Balance Love with
Limits. Weave Dreams into Reality. Reverse the existing orders of
things. Ponder Excessively. Relax & Take It Easy. Observe how
long I can go without saying something negative about people and
situations. Indulge in sensual/sexual pleasures. Avoid indulging in
sensual/sexual pleasures. Surround myself with people who take Joy
in Living. And, yeah... spend alot of money.
I’m really good at
Being Cyn!
Craving out my preferred experiences, I live a life that is my own
- with thrills, joys, and challenges chosen by me, not based on any
social template or lifestyle manual, not in accord to someone
else's idea of an ideal life. Free from external influences and
illusions, I remain honest with myself about my interests and
ablities. This is what I enjoy being and this is what I am best
at.
I am also great at reassuring minds about everything from monsters
hiding under the bed to the pain of being judged in life.
The first things people usually notice about me
I really am odd. When you're with me, it's the only time you're not
the strangest person in the room. So go ahead, get weird with
me.
I am not out to make myself look good. Rather, I strive to make you
see me as I really am. Having you accept me as I am is much more
gratifying than having you think of me favorably.
So see me as I see myself at:
http://www.friendster.com/castleonthecloud
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
I read Calvin and Hobbes, Handwritten Books, Letters, and Cards. I
Love Humor, Wisdom Literature, Socialogy, Philosophy, Theology, and
Language.
I watch Epics, Musicals, Comedies, Action and Japanese Animation. I
love fantasy. Real world is often too plain and ordinary for my
liking.
Ella Fitzgerald, Louis Armstrong, Nat King Cole, and Frank Sinatra
etc. Bizet's Carmen, Boccherini's Minuet(From String Quartet in E),
Faure's Pavane Op 50, Bach's Air On G String, Pachelbel's Canon In
D, and Massenet's Meditation(From Thais). I know. I love hearing
from the old and dead.
Mangoes, Strawberries, Kiwis, Chocolates, Cookies, Muffins, Ice
cream, Tuna, Frozen Yogurt, Muesli, Cereal, Cheese, Broccoli,
Celery, Chicken Breast, Soup, Curry, Spices, Chilli, Pepper, and
Mushroom. I love Dessert. It's the first section of the menu I
check out. Then come the starters and finger food. Main course?
Never been a priority.
The six things I could never do without
My VERY VERY VERY Black Eyeliner. Fresh fruity fragrance. My
willingness to contribute in the life of another. My people. My
Conscience. Lotsa Laughters. And then some.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Images and words that are true, noble, right, pure, lovely,
admirable, excellent, and praiseworthy.
The possibility of sharing life with a man who shares a similar
perspective and personal code of conduct while exploring the system
and study of the basic truths and principles of the universe, life,
and morals, and of the human understanding of these.
The idea that when people come together, they stay together - I
take that with me when I'm going to bed at night, even if I'm going
to bed alone.
On a typical Friday night I am
building forts out of pillows and blankets.
Face masques, pajamas, board games, creamy hot cocoa, pillow
fights, home movies, pizza, truth or dare, laughters and cuddles -
It's slumber party - what do'ya expect? ^_^
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
When I was a little girl, I thought the stars were holes in the
floor of heaven where the light shone through.
Also, I have old-world ideas where I think girls should eventually
be ladies - Having develop a virtuous character, gentle
disposition, good manners, well-groomed appearance and proficiency
in Culinary, Communications, Dance, Music, Arts and Crafts. This
inevitably becomes the yardstick from which I measure myself
against, in addition to my lifelong pursuit of a healthy body and
an educated soul.
And yes, Disney screwed me up big-time. But that's ok as long as
you continue to adore me and read my journal. ^_^
You should message me if
You have taken into account what you know about me (the points of
reference we share) and what you want to achieve(say exactly what
you mean). And try to say what you have to say in the best way you
can. ;p
And of course, if Sex is among the last few things that's on your
mind. Thank you.
Nothing unusual. Just a simple refusal to have my value determined
only from my sexual attributes and physical attractiveness ( or
lack of ;p ), to the exclusion of my other characteristics, my
existence as a living person with emotions and capacity for
independent action and decision making. And just so that I may stop
receiving sexual advances. :D
Male advances, are, however, very welcomed. ^_^
P.S. Drop me an email instead of IM (I do not entertain random
chats and I am not sorry. Darned. I don't respond to many emails
either.). ^_^