Some people just don't understand life can be cruel if you let it,
in that sense it's your own fault if you're unhappy. The military
is a good temporary home for poor people I highly recommend the
short vacation . Gangbanging using and selling drugs is like
searing your morals with a hot iron you may never physically or
emotionally recover luckily I did or at least am trying to. The
majority of my close friends that I grew up with are dead, in jail,
or miserable. I refuse to become another number. I regret a lot of
the moronic things I've done in the past, but if I was given a
chance to redo it all I'd do the same thing again. I realize this
and live my life in a very opposed nature because, its not "cool"
when you're doing what everyone else is doing.
There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
there is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more,
To mingle with the universe, and feel
What I can ne'er express, yet cannot all conceal.
-from Childe Harold, Canto iv, verse 178