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whorestar
-derogatory term-

definition: any person in the entertainment industry that has achieved fame and renown by selling their body, or soul, or both. such methods lead to a hollow sense of importance that fails to resonate with the public due to the shameless acts the celebrity has used to achieve said fame.
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audio narration by author

"this, i deduced, must be the man himself. he seemed not at all the menacing figure from the furious or loathsome anecdotes of those around him. as i gazed upon him, i noticed something else; in every capture of his essence and form, there was never a smile upon his face. ranging from the powerfully seductive, the secluded to the reflective; the frozen moments contained their own story. and yet, even these cold, pixellated images seemed to radiate a certain...undeniable power..."

most begin with a name but i answer to many, be it title, adjective or name proper. within the confines of my formal healing art, i am called 'Master'; a diminutive of the full title 'Usui Reiki Master Teacher'. this is a mouthful by itself. those who study the ancient japanese art to its fullest extent are granted such a title. to my immediate family i have known since childhood, i am simply 'Alex'. the name has morbid origins; it references a dear friend of my father who was killed in action during the Vietnam conflict. few call me by this name anymore. the common version is 'lexxy', a feminized deviation of the former which was given to me by a friend who i knew as a sister thru most of puberty. we don't speak anymore; she married her first lover and he refuses to let her converse with me. rarely do other males use that name; modern homophobia prevents them from acquiring any comfort with it. my full birth name translates to "protector of bright fame that builds bridges and/or reinforces ship decks with planks of wood". the last part is a professional name of old english origin. as a child, i used to loathe my surname but its meaning has proved to be prophetic; i am well-known for bringing people together. with soft amusement or endearment, many just call me 'vampire'. those i have awakened or turned from the light, address me as 'sire' out of respect.

i stand six feet tall; a height i acquired at a young age and it was rather intimidating back then. i have thick light-blond hair that is not quite shoulder length. my stylist and i take the best care of it. as i near the end of the time period between processing, my dark blond roots show themselves. it doesn't look bad, though. my eyes resemble the earth itself; a border of dark blue containing a jade green iris with light brown near the pupils. my eyes easily reflect light and nearby colors. i have a narrow nose with a short, rounded tip. my mouth is womanly but slightly too large for my face. there is a very faint scar on my upper lip but it still remains sensual, my mouth. emotions and attitudes are reflected not only upon my lips, but in my entire expression. my face can become very animated in conversation.

my vampire nature reveals itself in my pale and delicate skin that does nothing to hide the vascular anatomy underneath. this is shown at many locations on my body. i accent the creature within by filing my fingernails to dull points and alternating between violet or red costume contacts. if i let too many days pass without blood, i am a horrid sight: all skin takes on a purple-grey cast, my facial expressions and eyes lose their vibrance. i rarely go that long without it now. the only consistent indication that i am not human rests directly beneath my eyes; the skin under them is transparent. several have asked if i am wearing makeup. a few have been bold enough to rub the skin beneath my eyes, hoping a few streams of color would show upon their fingertips. the veins and other blood vessels beneath my eyes are always visible.

like many of my race, i was not turned from the light by another. i was born with the dark gift. the misfortune of ignorance loomed over me until the winter of my 25th year. my madam was a young girl, still considered a minor, with short black hair and skin like ivory. the age barrier between us was never mentioned and with time, she revealed her true nature to me. soon after, she led me to investigate it on my own. i read the research and notes of another vampire and asked my mother the same questions. that November, we confirmed all the rousing suspicion and began to live as vampires. my madam has moved on; such is the case with many vampires...but not with me. i keep my apprentices close and in my time of ignorance, i dated more than one of them. even the woman that took my virginity was a vampire---tall, curvaceous, black of hair and beautiful as the nite itself. she has also parted ways with me. my suspicions are that she fears what she would become if she began to indulge her gift again; the creature inside her was dormant when we met. some of my race drink too often and lose a hold on their senses. never would i sink so far into bloodlust and i forbid it among all that remain close to my benevolent heart.

as i mentioned earlier, i am a healer of the oldest order. i have acquired comfort with tending to those in need of the esoteric power i command and the odd changes it has brought to my perception and mind. i am not tethered to things that have become the core of existence for some, save for blood. it brings life to my kind and i have no desire to return to the dormant, muted existence of my youth. i seek it at all times and look after those that offer their crimson to me. several of my closest friends share in my dark gift and my love for them is boundless; we are family for all intents and purposes. i hold no aggression for humankind; only the wolves. the tension between their race and my own puts fire in my blood. if you seek answers, to know the foreign or have suspicions of your own, remain respectful and i will remain patient. your belligerence is not welcome here.

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Contact Info:

yahoo & aim - prismaticembrace
msn - prismaticembrace@live.com
gtalk/personal email - silverheart42@gmail.com

cell - 314 629 1376

i'm always online, just not always around.
never hesitate to say hello.

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i'm everywhere

fubar - prettyface (398253)
okcupid - whorestar
bangme.net - whorestar
facebook - alex blankenship
modelmayhem - 13479
deviantart - silverheart42
vampirefreaks - poisonwhore
twitter - silverbanshee
myspace.com/__kidA
plentyoffish - 42_silverheart
ratemybody - silverheart42
tumblr - crimsonembrace.tumblr.com/ask
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...I am an active reiki master and a field representative for a company that sells fine health & beauty products. The 9-5 office gig isn't my thing; I don't like having someone breathing down my neck, wondering when I'll fuck up my work, because I never do.

...being androgyny incarnate. Gender is something I was born with, not something that tells me what I can and can't be. My profession affords me a certain level of advanced perception of life and people. This makes it easy for me to read people and gauge whether its worth my time to get closer. Singing is also a family talent and it didn't skip me. Photography is another one of my passions; I always want to know more about art.

...makeup, face, body, sexuality, intellect. in that order. Next comes the decision of whether I creep them out or they find me fascinating. They don't take long to decide and I don't run into people that keep me in a perpetual grey area of ambivalence.

Books.

Julius Caesar, The Art Of Seduction, Living The Martial Way, A Thousand And One Nights, R.L. Stine's Goosebumps Series, R.L. Stine's Fear Street Series, Valentine, A Gentleman's Game, The Outsiders, Choke, Romeo And Juliet, A Midsummer Night's Dream, Night Watch, Black Like Me, Alice in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass, the Tao Te Ching, The Art of War

Movies.

Porky's, Wall Street, 300, Ray, Predator, Commando, Robin Hood: Men In Tights, Bull Durham, Walk The Line, Party Monster, Batman Begins, The Rock, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Michael Clayton, M*A*S*H, Young Frankenstein, Kung Fu Hustle, To Have And Have Not, Ravenous, Less Than Zero, Fight Club, The Iron Giant, Predator 2, Maverick, Johnny Dangerously, I Am Legend, The Bourne Identity, The Bourne Supremacy, The Bourne Ultimatum, Spider-Man, Spider-Man 2, Spider-Man 3, Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl, Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest, Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End, Stalag 17, The Brave One, Eastern Promises, Notorious (w/ Ingrid Bergman & Carey Grant), Sweeney Todd, There Will Be Blood, Patterns, 12 Angry Men, Romeo & Juliet (1968), Ben-Hur, Gladiator, The Quick and The Dead, The Basketball Diaries, The Aviator, Basic Instinct, Fatal Instinct, The Odyssey, The Recruit, The Talented Mr. Ripley, Elizabeth: The Virgin Queen, Elizabeth: The Golden Age, Blade Runner, The Terminator, Terminator 2: Judgement Day, Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines, Terminator 4: Salvation, The Abyss, The Running Man, The Minus Man, Groundhog Day, Light Sleeper, Earth Girls Are Easy, Dr No, Goldfinger, Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring, Lord of the Rings, The Two Towers, Lord of the Rings: Return of the King, Thunderball, Diamonds Are Forever, The Man with the Golden Gun, Octopussy, GoldenEye, Tomorrow Never Dies, The World is Not Enough, Die Another Day, Casino Royale, Airheads, Domestic Disturbance, Broken Arrow, Phenomenon, Final Destination, Black Book, The Dirty Dozen, Saving Private Ryan, Raging Bull, The Long Kiss Goodnight, Casablanca, The Crow, The Crow: City of Angels, The Big Sleep, Mission: Impossible, The Shining, A Clockwork Orange, The Pianist, Point of No Return, Fantastic Mr. Fox

Television.

Boondocks, Cheaters, Sealab 2021, Yu Yu Hakusho, Jimmy Neutron, Inuyasha, The Brak Show, Cowboy Bebop, Invader Zim, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Rocko's Modern Life, Ben 10 Alien Force, Futurama, Mythbusters, Avatar, The Dick Van Dyke Show, Unbeatable Banzuke, The Three Stooges, Dexter's Laboratory, Ed Edd N Eddy, Harvey Birdman: Attorney At Law, Ninja Warrior, Foster's, Danny Phantom, Fairly Oddparents, Tom & Jerry, Duck Dodgers, Death Note, Robot Chicken, Home Movies, The Cleaner, Mad Men, Dark Blue, Leverage, Southland, Nurse Jackie, Game of Thrones

Music.

Alpinestars, Karsten Pflum, Yasushi Miura, Kay Stone, Arovane, Angelica, Lusine, MC Frontalot, Emilianna Torrini, Diana Fox, Freescha, Hikaru Utada, Radiohead, Monolake, Marilyn Manson, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Madonna, Cut.rate.box, Ethan E Eves, Proem, Royksöpp, Staind, Armin Van Buuren, Paul Van Dyk, Ferry Corsten, Imogen Heap, Garbage, Van Halen, Andain, Beck, Kylie Minogue, The Seatbelts, Jamiroquai, Goldfrapp, DEVO, Darren Hayes, Do As Infinity, Jerry Rivera, Robert Johnson, Double Trouble, Zone, Aspect, Phil Fuldner, Sarah Veith, BioletV, Chicane, Cosmosis, Mark Norman, AFX, Belushi, Russ Castella, Gig D'Agostino, Penny Foster, Engelina, Witchcraft, The Black Dog, Vector Lovers, Jega, Pixmusic, Limbertimbre, Essa 3, Multiplex, Erast, Roomnoise Project, Urban Myth Club, Splashdown & Universal Hall Pass, Deadbeat, CiM, Letroset, Atha, Funky Lowlives, ilkae, Eu, Maps and Diagrams, Street Level Soundsystem, Dubtribe, Mohan, William Orbit, Dykehouse, run_return, Global Communication, The Irresistable Force, Tycho, Modeselektor, Laraaji, Helios, Ibizarre, Spacetime Continuum, [active] media disease, Diamind, Abakus, Pete Namlook, Eat Static, Sounds from the Ground, Andy Caldwell, Nauseous Youth Future, Blamstrain, Autechre, Nitrada, Telefon Tel Aviv, Crystal Waters, Weave, Bola, Isan, laika, Virtual Server, juno6, +one, Decoder, Everything but the Girl, Melody., Klute, Steve Gibbs, Massive Attack, Rapoon, Digital Samsara, Elve, Skysurfer, Benjamin Diamond, Rank1, Tetsu Inoue, Schatsi, Gabin, Blue Noise, Stargarden, DJ Doboy

Food.

Italian, Chinese, Japanese, Thai, Indian, Mediterranean, Latin

body lotion, a good shave, lipgloss, cell phone, high chi flow, internet.

...my family. I am patriarch to an international group of vampires. To many of them, I am their sire and they look to me for guidance and wisdom. Their safety and contentment is always on my mind.

it depends on the evening, really. sometimes i'm running errands, other times i'm involved in a task at home.

...is that I spent a year of my young life coming closer and closer to death. Due to unhealthy living conditions and a job at a diner, I eventually watched everything I knew of vitality run between my fingers, like sand. It got pretty gritty; I thought about killing myself so the pain would stop. I recovered but you don't "get over" that. You become a different person. The details of it are rather disturbing. Don't ask me about it if you're squeamish.

...you plan on actually conversing with me more than once. I don't have patience for someone that adds me, talks to me once, keeps me around in their list of faces and then never talks to me after that. Friend collectors need not apply.