I Am Not Here Just For Sex! If that is what you are after, and that alone, look elsewhere. I am not out for a casual hook up, and take great offense to the idiots that contact me that are....

I am an evolving Pagan and I am open-minded. I am polyamourous. I am bi-sexual. To weed out the ones with issues to it, I am married. My husband is also on here. He is under the name of R0s3nw0lf. I have absolutely no intentions of leaving him. I love words and how people use them. I firmly believe that one should learn something new every day. I also like to know where I stand, and have no problems letting other people know where they stand as well. Sometimes I can be quite blunt with my honesty, though normally I try to temper it. I do NOT trust easily. But once you earn it, you have it, and my loyalty. Oh and you know those people that say... "Don't worry, I don't bite." LMAO Well....

Oh one other thing... I do not have regrets. I firmly follow a code I have set for myself. Do not regret... You made the decision for a reason. Either enjoy it because it made you happy for a time, or learn from the mistake. But do not regret it.

Some of the things I am interested in and like to learn about are runes, paganism, magic, dragons, reading, horseback riding, jewelry making, cross stitch, embroidery, renaissance faires, music, POETRY of all kinds, sexuality, tattoos, vampires, science fiction and fantasy art... and my KIDS!

"But no one person will ever truly know another until they fully know themselves, and I am just scratching the surface of my own inner demons." - DS

"How old would you be if you didn't know how old you are?" - Satchel Paige

"Help me find a way out of the dark, don't tell me that the dark is just a figment of my imagination." - DS

I have a tendency to want to "save" people. I am a healer by nature. Be it physical ailment, mental predicament, or emotional turmoil... I want to help... even to the detriment of myself. I did not say this was a good habit, just feel it needs mentioned. I hate it when I am taken advantage of (who doesn't?). But, more than others, I seem to let it happen.

I would like to meet like minded and open minded people that are intelligent enough to make me feel uneducated. lol....kinda anyway. I am always blown away by a brilliant mind. I think every person has something to teach me, good, bad, or indifferent.

I am not a "typical" woman. I like the bad boys (and girls), yes, but I prefer someone with a heart, a brain, and a deep soul. I am more quickly attracted to a good boys heart than a bad boys edge. Though I am too shy to talk to any of them, I will feel more inclined to not talk to someone I am genuinely interested in because of not feeling worthy. (I suppose there though, I am pretty typical.)

Mention one of my quotes and I might reply quicker! Even if you don't mention one, please say something more than "you are hot", or "you look good"... that is so annoying.

Growing... I am always trying to improve my life and the lives of my family.

Being my own worst critic. I just recently had a conversation with one of my friends, he was very upset that I was so down on myself, and made sure that I knew that he and a lot of other people were in my corner. I made sure that he knew I was grateful for that, but if I was not in my own corner, then no one else would be able to make me change my mind on myself.

The first things that people normally notice about me is that number one, I am a big woman. That isn't going to change, get used to it or move on. I don't want to be skinny. I am, and will lose weight, but I will never be anything but a plus sized woman. Second people notice that I am quiet. With those two together, people tend to find me intimidating. Really, I wouldn't hurt anyone.... intentionally. I also have had A LOT of people say that I "look familiar". I have one of those faces and attitudes.

Favorite Music: I am very eclectic. About the only genres I cant get into are rap and jazz. I will listen to anything from Metal to Classical, Renaissance, Pop, Electronica, etc. I love Korn and Blackmore's Night, Enya and Meatloaf!

Favorite Movies: Give me Sci Fi, give me Comedy, and give me Horror. Occasionally I will take Romance and mushy Chick Flicks, but not often. Long Live Star Wars, Dark Crystal, White Dwarf, Friday the 13th, Alien, Pan's Labyrinth, Princess Bride, and The Birdcage!

Favorite Books: Again, give me Sci Fi, and give me Fantasy... and anything Edgar Allen POE! I don't stray far from that, unless the story line grabs me. Books are my life within my life. I feel like I can live in a book. I have lately become a Stephanie Meyers fan, yes I love the Twilight series. I have also recently become a fan of P.C. Cast and the House of Night series. I really enjoy reading Jean Auel, David Eddings, Anne McCaffery, Gary Jennings, and many many more.

1) my family
2) my friends
3) pen and paper
4) music
5) good books to read
6) nature... its relaxing

EVERYTHING.... I love to think. And over analyze things... lol... bad habit. How I can help people, and why cant I fall for someone that will fall for me as well. *sigh*

Relaxing from a crazy day at work. Friday is my most intense work day...

Ask me anything... Just don't be afraid of getting an honest answer... I strive to be honest, but I don't leave my pages open to be read... I may however read an excerpt for you.

You want to... I am not going to force anyone to do anything. :)