I am looking for that lady that can act like a lady, but be a kid at heart too. I seek maturity in mind and heart, but seem to only find mostly childish attitudes or misfit emotional personae. LOL
So in an effort to display the REAL me, i wrote down some words to ease the worries of those who take the time to look and see if maybe? I also assume that if someone complains because this short novelette is too windy and long in the tooth, that their patience factor is not fit for a real relationship, for patience is right up there with "respect" in relationship necessities. LOL
Now I know I'm not a poet, and if you didn't know it too, heehee... but at risk of embarrassing myself I thought on this simple one for a bit before putting it here. I wrote this unworthy prose to explain my heart. Whether mushy, corny or whatever, it delivers at least, what "some" wish to know about whether a man can still be romantic and good of heart I suppose, especially with the deceit we find out there nowadays in these online personal profile personae. haha
MY Heart's Dream
Literary prose to soothe your heart....
so many profiles in this way start....
soft written words that seem so dear...
sweet lil' nuthin's to please one's ear....
Everyone is honest, so true and kind....
So sayeth all, seems of many you'd find....
But false words spoken, are full of hurt....
in word and deed, in how "some" flirt....
But, real and true, I am good and kind
A search at end, I hope you will find
for you to see that I try my best
Comfortably safe unlike the rest
I have no bling, I am not wealthy
but rich I am for my soul is healthy
I pour out my feelings and offer my heart
true and honest is how it should start
Surprised with awe, I also will be ...
Finding my queen, my angel to see....
She will promise with all her charms....
to faithfully walk, side by side, arm in arm,
Our hearts will meld and will be as one
the love of my life to share in the fun
for our days together side by side
of love now blossomed, no more to hide
Held and cherished pure blissful thought
treasures astounding and of gifts we brought
another in life, shared we shall lead
a righteous love, in thought, heart and deed...
Hope the smile isn't vindictive ROFL
I enjoy playing guitar and singing even if my voice is a bit rougher than it used to be, I can still carry a tune "somewhat" hehee.
Loggins and Messina
and many others are who I cover with
I enjoy immensely, puppy cuddles at night when she needs to share warmth, puppy kisses on my nose, light non-sloppy ones, when I ask her if she loves her papa, belly growls as if she’d whip my arse, false bravado when we play, and the way that pup shoves her forehead under my nose when I ask her if she’s okay as the thunder rolls in. I like spending time outdoors in the spring and summer and mild fall, planting and watering my flower beds and enjoying the 20+ trees that surround the property here.
Working on renovation projects, attempting to make life better and more comfortable is a plus for staying active and enhancing life.
Well, the passing years have turned the healthy head of hair more greyish and thin. The jawline is more “bulldog” and the under-chin’s a bit more sagging. The eyesight has dimmed, but the eye color is still as bright and sparkly, a brown eye and a hazel one maybe shows a more open way of looking at life.
I’m not as handsome as I once was when 18 and full of life, but life is still in me and I flourish with the knowledge the passing years have lent me. Where once youthful exuberance led me to many mistakes, those errors helped wisdom take the place of a more foolishly innocent lack of foresight.
My grandfather Cheek always said “A dollar-two-ninety-eight’s worth of hindsight ain’t as good as a dime’s worth of foresight” and although it tickled me when he spoke those wise words back in those yesteryear memories, the thought still sticks in my mental makeup now that he’s gone on.
So although many shy away from their maturity like a bad case of Ebola, I acceptingly consent to mine as a gift to have lived those years and those hopefully many years to come. But I lack someone to share those pending moments with.
Ever look at your half-heart little pal-buddy-friend half-heart (pet) and talk about a shared spontaneous hilarious moment on TV or laugh at some funny antic that pet just pulled, and then realize that you have finally gone from talking to yourself to talking to and sharing with your pet, for lack of a more desired enjoyable audience?
I think about how that little critter loves me, how their lack of language prevents them from regretting some careless act we accidentally inflicted upon them as we may have inadvertently stepped on their paw one day, yet they do not hold it against us? Their love is long lasting and forgiving and we might often think about how we wish we had that time of attention, devotion and love from a compatible partner. We need that type of love when we share life with another, an ability to push those thoughts to the rear of our forward outlook.
So what I may be lacking in to offer another, I hope to look at it as a blessing to be able to offer other not so readily observable gifts like good looks, but rather a genuine heart, a forgiving nature, a loyalty and devotion that the passing years have enabled me to develop by being able to analyze my thoughts and words and deeds and learn from them as wisdom takes the place of more foolish outlooks.
I'm not interested in "pretty" unless it's pretty nice and not pretty mean. LOL I am not interested in what other gents might call great looking, for its the heart I am concerned with, and the spirit and soul that rates far more important.
I am more interested in that relationship like my grand folks had, married for 72 years to their best friend in life. It has to have and hold respect for one another, or no matter how you define love, it cannot last as long as they practiced their love for each other, held one another in respect, love and adoration.
So send a note, say hi, relax and get comfortable for there is nothing here to worry about, and nothing to be scared of, just a laid back, natural genuine heart.
And don't let the long windiness worry you or alert you to some possible personality quirk or like some we find, a misfit mentality or emotionally imbalanced persona, okay? It's just there and gives someone a good idea of how I think, and it takes words to do that in here.
Please, no negativity intended but please don't reply if you are only about one or two liners as some genuine pursuit of your significant other. I look for genuine love too, and wish only to not waste your time, or mine.