Ok, that should scare almost everyone away. For those still reading, I caution that I am an acquired taste. I used to smoke but did not since my first child. I drink socially. I smoked pot as a teenager but never as a lifestyle, nor would I ever. I don't believe that you have to be an addict to smoke marijuana. I think it's a choice.
I dislike sports and most television, though I have been known to watch documentaries and the occasional reality show. I paint and draw though, admittedly, not very well. I try. I write short stories, poetry and erotica for fun and hopefully one day I will write for a living. We all have dreams.
I don't have many friends as I don't go out much, but I haven't since the babies. Priorities are what they are. Any parent might know where I am coming from. I'd like knew friends. Either ones that have kids or understand people who do. I love my kids and none were accidents. I knew how they were made before the first one.
I don't want my soul saved. I am happy for people who have found something to believe in. I am happier if that thing helps them to live a more fulfilled life as better people. I don't think any religion is "bad", but I think any faith can have whacko followers that get lost in translation. I don't want to hurt people because of my faith and I hope you don't either. I believe in ghosts and reincarnation. Some days I believe in fate. I have often thought I had dreams that came true or gave me a glimpse of my future. I know how to read Tarot cards. I am not so sure about astrology, but it's fun. I own a Ouija board.
I am an 'indoor-sy' type. I am not a "joiner" and usually prefer the company of myself. I accept the fact that the general populace is not going to understand me. I guess that's my fault. I don't regret being myself. As a young woman, I thought I would try to be acceptable or fit in. Now? I figure life is too short too live for someone else.
Yes, I am married. No, I am not Poly. I won't lie and say I am 100% happy. I don't think anyone is. Life would be better with someone to talk to over four feet tall whose interests went beyond what was on Nick Jr. Could you be that someone? I hope someone is that someone.
I am Open-minded, Bitchy, and Creative