Every time I think about blinking, I can’t control the normal rate at which I blink. I start blinking really fast or really slow or putting too much effort into it until I’ve finally forgotten about the whole thing. This could take an hour. If I’m typing and I think about hitting a letter, but I don’t really need to type said letter, then I feel like I have to press the key. If not, it bugs me for the rest of the time I’m on the computer, and eventually I just have to get off before my hand starts twitching. When I drink hot chocolate with marshmallows, I have to take out all of the marshmallows before I add the hot water. I feel like if I forget and the marshmallows melt….I have killed them. I have to wait until it has cooled down and then add them so that they can live until I drink them. Sometimes I think of something inappropriate to say and once I’ve thought it I get almost an itch to actually say it and then I become absolutely terrified that it will come out. They feel like they are fighting to come out of my mouth. What’s bad is that this often includes racial slurs. I’m not racist. I’m terrified that one will force its way out and I’ll be ostracized because everyone will think I’m a horrible racist. Whenever I text someone, as soon as I hit send, I switch the phone on silent and hide it under something. It makes me nervous when the phone rings because I don’t know when its going to go off and I don’t like not knowing when its about to go off. Then when I check it and see they message me it makes me feel like they really thought of me.

I don't really like talking about myself so when people say something like, "So.... tell me about yourself." it makes me really uncomfortable. If you want to know something, just ask.

That last part was true. The rest is off iamneurotic.com. I love crazy people. (But, oh yeah.... I DON'T want to date them!!)

Going to school, I'm on the 8 year plan. Not that I don't do well in my classes, I just change my area of study a lot. Let's see: biology at CSUHayward, COM, photography in Switzerland, then Interior Architecture at AAU, then back at COM for chemistry, now fashion design at SFSU. Currently working on a line inspired by origami and Japanese rope bondage for the spring fashion show.

Update: No more fashion design, I changed my major again. Now doing industrial arts.

Pretty much everything. Don't be intimidated by the awsomtasticalocity that is me.

I have pink hair. Unfortunately, strangers think it's a perfect conversation starter. I get high fives in the street.

Update: No more pink hair, back to blonde.

Amis, Nabokov, Pancake, most classics.
All movies, even bad ones. Admittedly I have really bad taste in movies, I really like romantic comedies. Indie-ish music? I don't know, good stuff, mellow. Not really into rap or hip hop. I pretty much live on fruit and goldfish crackers but I also love Thai food and sushi

My dog, internets, bubbly water, sleep, sunshine, relaxation

Clothes

Possibly out, probably not.

Most of the time I can be found sitting in my easy chair eating goldfish crackers and watching pirated movies. This possibly makes me a big loozer

No fatties. And no old people. Or people of age as I hear they like to be called.

p.s. (and this is very important) DON'T message me asking if I would like to fuck, or telling me anything about your dick/ass/anythinginbetween. You will not like my answer.

Or you could just ignore all this and message me anyways.