You shouldn't even read this, it's not actually going to tell you
anything real about me...and reading these things is not actually
going to help you find what you're looking for in anyone, ever. If
you think so you then really learn what the term "projection"
If you saw my picture and decided to check me out that really is
enough for a start. That's what I do, because in all honesty I am
incredibly picky when it comes to who I am attracted to, picky not
shallow. You can be the nicest person in the world but if I don't
feel anything when I look at you.... forget it.
Here is my point...
I have learned a couple things the hard way.
I have been involved in long term relationships with both extremes;
good people with who I was not that physically attracted to...I
loved them as beautiful human beings, yet I had a really hard time
bonding on a healthy sexual level. So the relationship died.
I have also been with men who were drop dead gorgeous, in fact I
married one, but he has the most deceptive, manipulative, abusive
and ugly personality traits, so I killed the relationship when I
left him and stopped talking to him completely.
I really want both, I will not settle for less again.
If you're a beautiful person strictly on the inside message me, we
can be great friends.
If you're hot as hell but a complete douche bag, message me, but I
will ever never take you seriously.
If you are both, well so am I... and I would love to meet my match.
What I’m doing with my life
I have centered my life around intrinsic goals. I believe this is
the true path to lasting happiness, even if I am still in route to
the lasting happiness.
I’m really good at
Thinking for myself, art, psychology, photography, loving life,
understanding why things are the way they are, traveling, surviving
on very few resources.
The first things people usually notice about me
My eyes, my beauty, that I am kind but also a little rough.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Too many to list. I love anything well written or well done. I am a
movie junkie and read often. I am drawn to edgy movies and books
but dabble in every genre.
The six things I could never do without
Kick Ass Boots
Bad ass hair
Not always doing as I'm told
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Life, people, myself, nature, psychology, art, love
How I can pay off my fines using drug money.
On a typical Friday night I am
Working. I do catering which often requires long weekend hours. I
have tons of free time in the early part of each week. Just because
its Monday doesn't mean I don't party like its Friday night.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I am very strong, and have been very hurt. I'm still in love with
life and I love myself unconditionally, as flawed as I am.
I know I am a cool as fuck, witty, smart and super sexy. I like to
hear about how much you adore me, it never gets old.
I smoke pot.
You should message me if
You think I'm attractive, you are outgoing and confident, I love my
men to be at least a little, if not a lot, counter culture...
Tattoos are a huge turn on, specaily if you still treat people
really well. I like the bad boy look without the douchebag
I have a full on tattoo fetish. If your good looking and not
tattooed don't be shy...I have a even bigger hot guy fetish!
Message me if you're not a dead end date.