I enjoy the country. I sometimes think about having a house out in the country (but close enough to my Walmart and my girlie things). I find happiness in the vision of a nice house with land. Sitting out in the back yard and watching the kids play/ride 4 wheelers/go karts/swim/climb trees/jump on a trampoline, etc. while my man BBQs and we talk and play with kids. The smell of being out doors is so peaceful and relaxing. Watching deer go across the lawn on early mornings, as I peer out the window as I am making breakfast for my family.
I also enjoy staying home occastionally. Throwing my hair up and just cleaning and cooking all day. Then at the end of the evening...lay on the couch and enjoy a movie with my family.
I'm like writing a book. Lol, you know I have had accounts on dating sites and pretty much gave up. I don't need a man to make me happy and content and happy with my life. However, I know something is missing and just maybe one day I will have that happy ending.
I am not interested in casual relationships I am interested in forever. I have always seemed to fall for the wrong type of guy. So, I am easing my way back into this..... looks matter to an extent, however I am in search of someone with the same values in life. Someone who can relate and teach me things. I've always seemed to date guys that I am the one who is always having to bring them up in life and never really had someone in my life who just honestly shares some of my views and my values. Who has hope and faith and just strives to be a better person. Idk....im rambling ..... I do that a lot.... idk........