I'm a complusive liar. But I'm attempting to stop. Or am I?

I'm an information sponge. I look for patterns within this iformation. I am constantly updated on world affairs, and I have a spiraling obsession with wikipedia. I spend probably two hours a day looking up anything that comes to mind. Bless you, Wikipedia, for providing an output for my borderline obsessive-compulsive behavior. I seek patterns in behaviors and events that might explain the inner machinations of the world.

I have no ambition. I work a shitty job I don't like because I don't want to find another one, and this one has so few hours that I can spend all of my time absorbing information on line. Also, the conversation tends to be really good, and I am so socially starved for intelligent people that I continue working there. I still live with my parents, because my lack of a decent, acceptable job means I cannot afford my own house. I imagine I'll get kicked out soon, but I really don't care.

My IQ is between 126-131, it differs. My Jung Typology bounces between INFJ and INFP fairly regularly.

I'm overweight, but not comically so. I run 6'1 and 245 pounds. Unfortunatally, I'm not attractive, but my standards are so ridiculously high it really doesn't matter anyway.

I tend to over-reflect and over-analyze everything. I lack the ability to rationalize a cause that is mostly just but partially injust. Because of this, I range from apathetic to antagonistic when it comes to religion and politics. I consider myself a socialist; this is very likely because I am poor and I hate the wealthy. If I were wealthy, that might be subject to change, but I hate money and my personality almost ensures I will never be rich.

Despite my obvious flaws, I am extremely elitist and I believe that I am smarter than most people. I know there are many that are more intelligent than I, but they tend to not exist on the level of the social and economic ladder that I do. This has lead to question if I do not keep myself at this position in order to retain my elitism. It seems possible, though rather unlikely. Because of my elitist nature, I tend to be unable to deal with people on a so-called 'normal' level.

I'm a militant socialist, music nerd, movie buff, book worm. I've forgotten more pop culture than most people ever learn. I have a cute little Ferret named Buddha. I'm extremely opinionated, and I was kicked out of debate in school for calling the opposition a 'myopic phillistine asshole extraordinaire'. So, yeah. Sometimes I can't restrain myself.

When I was a junior in highschool, I went a month without communicating verbally. I was almost expelled for it, and truth be told, that may have been my goal. It was a wonderful experience, really.

An explanation for Drinking, smoking, and drugs:

I'm not a prude. I have a highly addictive personality, and I am genetically predisposed to addiction. I don't drink because my father is an alcoholic, and his father was an alcoholic, and his father was an alcoholic, etc. It's pretty damn heavy on my mothers side too. I don't care if other people drink. Go at it. But watching the self destruction of the males in my genetic line has been cause enough for me to not drink. Ever.

Drugs, again, are the genetic predisposition. My earliest memory is visiting my father in detox while he kicked coke. How about that shit, eh? I'm pretty lucky heroin wasn't big in Denver circa 1985, or else I probably would have a pretty bad time. Both my parents were big in to the drugs. I have an aunt that is literally a crack-whore, meaning she actually has sex for crack. A lot of my aunts, uncles, and grandparents have dabbled in narcotics or addiction to prescription drugs. Ah, the joys of being white trash.

Smoking is financial. I'm poor. Smoking is a lot of fucking money! I can't afford that shit. I don't care if other people smoke. Both my parents smoke, and most of the girls I've been with have as well. So, I'm used to smelling like an ashtray. Doesn't offend my delicate sensibilities in the least.

I have a marked lack of ambition. I stay up late at night, absorbing information, reading, and writing. I have no career goals.

I have no great underlying talent. I've been told I'm a great conversationalist, though.

I'm weird. I talk a lot.

Authors: Heinlein, Dostoyevsky, Kafka, PKD, Asimov, Elmore Leonard, Twain, Huxley, Orwell, Vonnegut, Tolkien, Herbert, King, Card, Bradbury!

Movies: City of God, Oldboy, Dead Alive, Pulp Fiction, Ravenous, Dr. Strangelove, Blade Runner, A Clockwork Orange, Clerks, Miracle Mile, Vanilla Sky, Waking Life, Big Lebowski, American Psycho, American Beauty, Dawn of the Dead (The ORIGINAL, heathens), Snatch, Army of Darkness, Run Lola Run, Rushmore, Trainspotting, Boondock Saints, American History X, Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Planet of the Apes (Again, the original), Boogie Nights, Fargo, The Road Warrior, Donnie Darko, Seven Samurai, Battle Royale, Usual Suspects, Life is Beautiful, Metropolis (Lang), Metropolis (Anime), Aliens, The Princess Bride, Twelve Monkeys, Blazing Saddles.

Music: Massive Attack, Sigur Ros, Nine Inch Nails, The Chemical Brothers, Optimus Rhyme, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, David Bowie, Portishead, Tom Petty, Zero 7, CCR, Cream, Tears for Fears, Gorrilaz, Gotan Project, Explosions in the Sky, Clapton, The Who, The Doors, Chicane, Grass Roots, Bob Marley, Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, Ravi Shankar, Blur, Chris Isaak, The Clash, The Cure, Modest Mouse, Depeche Mode, DJ Shadow, Enigma, INXS, Al Green, Jackson Brown, Lemon Jelly, Flaming Lips, Thievery Corporation, The Hives, The Futureheads, The Beatles, Spiritualized, The Pixies, Nirvana, Nick Drake, Crystal Method, Hooverphonics, Sex Pistols, The Exploited, Oingo Boingo.

TV: Farscape, Buffy, Angel, Lost, X-Files, Futurama, Home Movies, Dr. Katz.

Love, Music, Intelligent people, Books, Internet, Rain

World Affairs, Patterns, Politics, History, Psychology, Religion, Books, Movies, Random Information.

Reading, writing, sponging information.

I want to participate in a revolution more than anything else.

Meh. You're interesting?