Please note my byline. I'm into BDSM (look it up if you don't know...a little education goes a long way). The stuff I write in my journals is for open-minded people only. I talk about sex...A LOT...and I don't always post "vanilla" stuff. Everyone is entitled to their likes and opinions, but I'm letting you know ahead of time that I'm into some kinky stuff, so don't read my journal if that will offend you!

Please note that I AM OWNED BY A MASTER already and am therefore NOT SEEKING A MASTER/DOMINANT. I am also NOT A DOMINANT, so I am NOT LOOKING FOR A SUBMISSIVE, unless you are a female looking for a Master...in which case THE ONE WHO OWNS ME would be interested in you, not me...

I am exceptionally intelligent, uncannily intuitive and completely lacking bullshit abilities. I don't lie because I'm terrible at it and I have long since given up on trying to perfect the art. Why bother? What I'm thinking is on my face anyway!

I find intelligence quite attractive, even more so than anything physical, really. And I like men who can write (as I am obviously fluent in English...That's a joke, by the way, I'm an American). Seriously, though, men who can really "talk" turn me on. I have no patience for stupidity, so if you think I want to jump into an online sexual relationship with you because I talk about sex here, then that lumps you in my "stupid" corner. I like sex and I like reading and writing about it. That doesn't mean that I want to fuck or cyber fuck everything that has a penis (although there are times.... *grinning*)

By the way, what I write in my journals is REAL, no fiction here! I enjoy sharing because it seems that a lot of you enjoy reading my stuff. I love the OK community for giving me the opportunity to flex my skills and share a different life than some of you may be accustomed to. Please, don't write me if you have problems with my lifestyle, religious hang-ups that are in opposition to me or what I do, or are so insecure in your own life that you feel aggravating me will make you feel more important. I'll just put you on my "iggy" list. I want open-minded people to read my stuff and write me, that's why I make sure my by-line and initial paragraph tells you all you need to know before you think you're interested in me!

Being a slave. Seriously. I am a collared slave and have a wonderful Master who lives three hours from me.

So, I spend much of my "life" juggling family responsibilities, my husband, my kids and the needs of Master....which are great indeed *erotic shiver*.

When I am not traveling to see Master, I am home holding down the fort. I am the default dominant in my house (by necessity, not by choice), so I take care of everything financial, mechanical and maintenance oriented. I'm also the wife, so also I take care of the household duties (cooking, cleaning, laundry, etc.). Its exhausting and completely undesirable, but breaks to Master have made things much more tolerable this year.

Trying to figure out what it is that I lack that keeps me from just "DOING" what I do best: Writing. I could very well be a successful, famous, rich author. I'm that good. I know it and anyone who reads my fiction knows it...the problem is, I don't care for money (although having it helps), fame or prestige. I absolutely lack the desire for those things...so, I write for joy and bemoan my penniless state! Bleh. Ridiculous.

I'm really good at a lot of things...but writing would be the most obvious answer for me. I love to write and I'm always asked to help people out in this arena. I can write just about anything given the right information. I've even written legal and medical documents for people using only my skills and definitions of the terminology I needed to use in the documents.

I'm really good at anything sexual and catering to the right person. I love to make my partner happy in every way possible.

I'm really good at being a mother.

The way I talk. People almost always notice that I can talk about anything and that I have a wide knowledge base. I also have a very husky voice and a very precise speech pattern that always shocks people (read here that people are surprised I'm black if they've talked to me and meet me for the first time...it seems that we're supposed to talk a certain way. Who knew!?).

My eyes. I've been told I look like a cat.

My lips. They're full and perfectly shaped (or so I'm told).

My shape. Master insists I should edit here, as I've lost 60lbs since I started this profile. I'm very curvaceous. I'd just say fat, but I keep getting corrected. The term is "thick". Fat indicates a lack of shape. I have a great shape, hourglass even, there's just some extra padding in some key areas. *looking at my offending ass with a psychopathic-killer-gleam in my eye*

A) I love any book about vampires, wereanimals, and Celtic, Greek, and Japanese mythology. I'm totally into Laurell K. Hamilton, J.R. Ward, Nina Bangs, Lindsay Sands and Gena Showalter at the moment.

B) I like action movies: Matrix, 300, Man on Fire, anything with martial arts or any kind japanese cinema and anime. Psychological thrillers: Silence of the Lambs, Identity, Momento, Frailty....

C) I love all music...but I couldn't do without hard and alternative rock: System of a Down, Godsmack, Korn, Crossfade, Filter, Seether, Evanescence, Nine Inch Nails. I'm totally into Coldplay and Mindless Selfindulgence right now. Click to hear my music taste!

D) I love spicy foods, Italian, Chinese and cheesecake!

1) My children

2) My woobie (yes, I'm 32 years old and I have a blanket...so!?)

3) Books and music (I'd die if I couldn't read or listen to music)

4) Sex (I'm pretty sure you can die without it...I've come close, I tell you!)

5) Food (I'd just die period without it)

6) Stimulating conversation (and not just the sexual kind).

Sex. I'm sorry, but it's true. Sex is always on my brain. I'm a horndog. I'm a man in a woman's body...a very sensitive, intuitive and emotionally needy man, but a man nonetheless.

The condition of my soul. I wonder if we're truly "in the last days," and if so, am I gonna make it to the next step? Seriously...I really do think about that.

Master. I'm obsessed with the sadistic bastard. Always trying to find more ways to please him.

At home with my children. Online when they're in bed (yeah, I'm a loser!)

Or snuggled up with Master after the LONG drive to get to him.

Getting my ass (and other available quantities of skin) whaled on (is that even how its spelled? Maybe "wailed"...hmmm, one to ponder).

Walking/jogging at the track...and panting...and sweating...Tres sexy, I know, but the fat won't walk itself off (God, if it could, I'd send this ASS and hips packing)!

I love taking erotic pictures. I'm addicted, I think. I've had some professionally made and I'm totally loving them! Going to take some more in February to contrast my weight loss!

I obsess about my weight. Constantly. So much so that I sometimes get tired of hearing MYSELF! *rolling my eyes* But if I don't care, then who will? *shrug*

I also have almost no ability to vomit. *laughing* I'm serious! I've thrown up maybe 10 times in my life MAX. I have been known to whine and cry and PRAY for a good up-chuck when I've had food poisoning or been really ill (well, you KNOW what happens if it doesn't come out one way....)

I've never TRULY given up my pre-teen dream of making a career as a prostitute or porn star. Really, I'm serious! *laughing* Yeah, I was twisted even at a young age.

You are a reasonably attractive and intelligent female in North GA and are looking for a dominant, a Master or just a cool dude/couple to hang with (yes, I am interviewing submissives and females as candidates for Master).

You want to talk to someone fun and humourous. You want someone to bite your head off for being a dumbass.

You can tell me WHY it's "monies" but not "monkies," "vallies," "vollies," "gurnies" or "journies." That shit has been bugging me! And I was a friggin' English major, shouldn't I know these things!? ARGH!

You smile when you see this: "Buckwheats. Buckwheats for everyone." Or this: "Give it a name."

You DON'T have a problem with my lifestyle and feel the need to e-mail me about it like I fucking care (Hint. Hint.)

You are a tall male, preferably white or Asian (but by no means is this a disqualifier), who won't mind being tertiary on my list of importants...and who won't mind the status of fuck-buddy/lover...AND you understand that I have rules I must follow! Oh, and if you're in the South GA region (Atlanta and south of ATL)