I am into BDSM, intelligent, and articulate.
My Self-Summary
Please note my byline. I'm into
BDSM (look it up if you don't know...a
little education goes a long way). The stuff I write in my journals
is for open-minded people only. I talk about sex...A LOT...and I
don't always post "vanilla" stuff. Everyone is entitled to their
likes and opinions, but I'm letting you know ahead of time that I'm
into some kinky stuff, so don't read my journal if that will offend
you!
Please note that I AM OWNED BY A MASTER already and am therefore
NOT SEEKING A MASTER/DOMINANT. I am also NOT A DOMINANT, so I am
NOT LOOKING FOR A SUBMISSIVE, unless you are a female looking for a
Master...in which case THE ONE WHO OWNS ME would be interested in
you, not me...
I am exceptionally intelligent, uncannily intuitive and completely
lacking bullshit abilities. I don't lie because I'm terrible at it
and I have long since given up on trying to perfect the art. Why
bother? What I'm thinking is on my face anyway!
I find intelligence quite attractive, even more so than anything
physical, really. And I like men who can write (as I am obviously
fluent in English...That's a joke, by the way, I'm an American).
Seriously, though, men who can really "talk" turn me on. I have no
patience for stupidity, so if you think I want to jump into an
online sexual relationship with you because I talk about sex here,
then that lumps you in my "stupid" corner. I like sex and I like
reading and writing about it. That doesn't mean that I want to fuck
or cyber fuck everything that has a penis (although there are
times.... *grinning*)
By the way, what I write in my journals is REAL, no fiction here! I
enjoy sharing because it seems that a lot of you enjoy reading my
stuff. I love the OK community for giving me the opportunity to
flex my skills and share a different life than some of you may be
accustomed to. Please, don't write me if you have problems with my
lifestyle, religious hang-ups that are in opposition to me or what
I do, or are so insecure in your own life that you feel aggravating
me will make you feel more important. I'll just put you on my
"iggy" list. I want open-minded people to read my stuff and write
me, that's why I make sure my by-line and initial paragraph tells
you all you need to know before you think you're interested in me!
What I’m doing with my life
Being a slave. Seriously. I am a collared slave and have a
wonderful Master who lives three hours from me.
So, I spend much of my "life" juggling family responsibilities, my
husband, my kids and the needs of Master....which are great indeed
*erotic shiver*.
When I am not traveling to see Master, I am home holding down the
fort. I am the default dominant in my house (by necessity,
not by choice), so I take care of everything financial, mechanical
and maintenance oriented. I'm also the wife, so also I take care of
the household duties (cooking, cleaning, laundry, etc.). Its
exhausting and completely undesirable, but breaks to Master have
made things much more tolerable this year.
Trying to figure out what it is that I lack that keeps me from just
"DOING" what I do best: Writing. I could very well be a successful,
famous, rich author. I'm that good. I know it and anyone who reads
my fiction knows it...the problem is, I don't care for money
(although having it helps), fame or prestige. I absolutely lack the
desire for those things...so, I write for joy and bemoan my
penniless state! Bleh. Ridiculous.
I’m really good at
I'm really good at a lot of things...but
writing would be the most obvious answer
for me. I love to write and I'm always asked to help people out in
this arena. I can write just about anything given the right
information. I've even written legal and medical documents for
people using only my skills and definitions of the terminology I
needed to use in the documents.
I'm really good at anything sexual and catering to the right
person. I love to make my partner happy in every way
possible.
I'm really good at being a mother.
The first things people usually notice about me
The way I talk. People almost always notice that I can talk about
anything and that I have a wide knowledge base. I also have a very
husky voice and a very precise speech pattern that always shocks
people (read here that people are surprised I'm black if they've
talked to me and meet me for the first time...it seems that we're
supposed to talk a certain way. Who knew!?).
My eyes. I've been told I look like a cat.
My lips. They're full and perfectly shaped (or so I'm told).
My shape. Master insists I should edit here, as I've lost 60lbs
since I started this profile. I'm very curvaceous. I'd just say
fat, but I keep getting corrected. The term is "thick". Fat
indicates a lack of shape. I have a great shape, hourglass even,
there's just some extra padding in some key areas. *looking at my
offending ass with a psychopathic-killer-gleam in my eye*
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
A) I love any book about
vampires,
wereanimals, and
Celtic,
Greek, and
Japanese mythology. I'm totally into
Laurell K.
Hamilton,
J.R. Ward,
Nina Bangs,
Lindsay Sands and
Gena Showalter at the
moment.
B) I like action movies: Matrix, 300, Man on Fire, anything with
martial arts or any kind japanese cinema and anime. Psychological
thrillers: Silence of the Lambs, Identity, Momento,
Frailty....
C) I love all music...but I couldn't do without hard and
alternative rock: System of a Down, Godsmack, Korn, Crossfade,
Filter, Seether, Evanescence, Nine Inch Nails. I'm totally into
Coldplay and Mindless Selfindulgence right now.
Click to hear my music
taste!
D) I love spicy foods, Italian, Chinese and cheesecake!
The six things I could never do without
1) My children
2) My woobie (yes, I'm 32 years old and I have a
blanket...so!?)
3) Books and music (I'd die if I couldn't read or listen to
music)
4) Sex (I'm pretty sure you can die without it...I've come close, I
tell you!)
5) Food (I'd just die period without it)
6) Stimulating conversation (and not just the sexual kind).
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Sex. I'm sorry, but it's true. Sex is always on my brain. I'm a
horndog. I'm a man in a woman's body...a very sensitive, intuitive
and emotionally needy man, but a man nonetheless.
The condition of my soul. I wonder if we're truly "in the last
days," and if so, am I gonna make it to the next step?
Seriously...I really do think about that.
Master. I'm obsessed with the sadistic bastard. Always trying to
find more ways to please him.
On a typical Friday night I am
At home with my children. Online when they're in bed (yeah, I'm a
loser!)
Or snuggled up with Master after the LONG drive to get to
him.
Getting my ass (and other available quantities of skin) whaled on
(is that even how its spelled? Maybe "wailed"...hmmm, one to
ponder).
Walking/jogging at the track...and panting...and sweating...Tres
sexy, I know, but the fat won't walk itself off (God, if it could,
I'd send this ASS and hips packing)!
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I love taking erotic pictures. I'm addicted, I think. I've had some
professionally made and I'm totally loving them! Going to take some
more in February to contrast my weight loss!
I obsess about my weight. Constantly. So much so that I sometimes
get tired of hearing MYSELF! *rolling my eyes* But if I don't care,
then who will? *shrug*
I also have almost no ability to vomit. *laughing* I'm serious!
I've thrown up maybe 10 times in my life MAX. I have been known to
whine and cry and PRAY for a good up-chuck when I've had food
poisoning or been really ill (well, you KNOW what happens if it
doesn't come out one way....)
I've never TRULY given up my pre-teen dream of making a career as a
prostitute or porn star. Really, I'm serious! *laughing* Yeah, I
was twisted even at a young age.
You should message me if
You are a reasonably attractive and intelligent female in North GA
and are looking for a dominant, a Master or just a cool dude/couple
to hang with (yes, I am interviewing submissives and females as
candidates for Master).
You want to talk to someone fun and humourous. You want someone to
bite your head off for being a dumbass.
You can tell me WHY it's "monies" but not "monkies," "vallies,"
"vollies," "gurnies" or "journies." That shit has been bugging me!
And I was a friggin' English major, shouldn't I know these things!?
ARGH!
You smile when you see this: "Buckwheats. Buckwheats for everyone."
Or this: "Give it a name."
You DON'T have a problem with my lifestyle and feel the need to
e-mail me about it like I fucking care (Hint. Hint.)
You are a tall male, preferably white or Asian (but by no means is
this a disqualifier), who won't mind being tertiary on my list of
importants...and who won't mind the status of
fuck-buddy/lover...AND you understand that I have rules I must
follow! Oh, and if you're in the South GA region (Atlanta and south
of ATL)