AnnAisu
23 Rock Hill, United States
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My self-summary
Note - I have not been active on this site for... 3 years, I believe? I apologize if you sent a message during this time and I never replied. I fought with depression and won, but I couldn't bring myself to come back to this site.
Also important to note is that I have finally accepted that I don't find people sexually attractive, and am only looking for companionship and emotional intimacy. I am open to more, but such is highly unimportant to me.
I love fan-fiction, video-games, reading, my computer, my family, and my friends. I am anti-social until I am convinced to open up, or if I am secure that I will never meet you/see you again (I talk to random strangers when waiting in line, sometimes much more than I would to a friend.). I am fairly smart, but not that great at applying it to my daily life. I mean, I don't study much at all and I get pretty decent grades...but I feel unintelligent. I love taking quizzes to see other's perspectives about me, or to learn something new about myself. I have a fanficiton.net and AO3 account under the same name, AnnAisu.
I am a loyal friend, and although I have difficulties beginning conversations, I will never betray nor abandon my friends...I just hate talking over the phone... and have difficulties keeping in contact.
I find intellect, personality, and words far more attractive than physical aesthetics.
What I’m doing with my life
Fighting with anxiety, reading, writing, playing video games... and obsessing over Undertale.
I’m really good at
Writing. That is the only thing I can say with confidence I am good at. I am alright at playing games, mostly RPGs. (My strategy is to grind and level up so the enemies have no chance, as I am incredibly slow at reacting and making decisions.) I am good at reading, although it must be interesting or else I will not remember the details; if it is interesting, ask me about it years later, see all of what I can remember once my memory is jogged. I would like to say that I am good with computers, but that is quite an overstatement. I wish to work with them, but I doubt my competency.
The first things people usually notice about me
Likely how awkward, quiet, or exuberant I am - though the last is by far the rarest. Perhaps my waist-length braid? That I'm reading stories on my phone as I hang out by the sidelines? That I'm perfectly happy entertaining myself with fantasies? That I have a limited amount of energy that dissipates when people surround me?
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Be warned! Long post ahead.
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First and foremost: I have fallen head-over-heels for Undertale. So far, it's been about 5 months since I fell into the Underground and it stole all of my attention. If you wish to talk with me, know that this beautiful video game by Toby Fox WILL enter the conversation eventually.
Books: I love fantasy-fiction, sci-fi, and fanfiction. Since I picked up a part time job in the library and started college, non-fiction has become much more interesting to me. My favorite authors are: Tamora Pierce, Anne McCaffery, James Patterson (the Maximum Ride series), Christopher Paolini, Orson Scott Card, and Amelia Atwater-Rhodes. None of those are in any particular order save for the first and last; those are my absolute favorites. I also like the Harry Potter series, though I prefer the fanfiction to cannon (see my profile at fanfiction.net under the same name for examples).
Manga/Anime: Oh, dear. I enjoy reading manga and occasionally watching anime, but I haven't done so in quite a while. I prefer stories such as Full Metal Alchemist, Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles, Bleach, Kekkaishi, Trigun, etc.
Movies: Avengers! I love the Marvel Universe, especially Iron Man and Thor (And by Thor, I mean Loki.) Doctor Who, Star Trek TOS, Star Wars, Mulan, Mythbusters...yeah, that's about it recently. Cutthroat kitchen is a new favorite, though. :)
Music: My favorite music tends to be the emotionally powerful music - instrumentals, vocals,deep lyrics... I prefer more, hm, quiet music? No screaming, Video game soundtracks, Jesper Kyd, David Arkenstone... they tend to be what I listen to nowadays, as well as Undertale remixes.
Food: I much prefer sweet foods, and soft over crunchy in almost every occasion. I'm not fond of spicy foods, and nothing sour. >_< I'm fairly plain in my tastes.
The six things I could never do without
1- Reading
2- Writing
3- Family
4- Fanfiction
5- Support
6- ...
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Life, death, myself, others, nature, the mind, thinking, fanficiton, Undertale, time, working out pieces of my next stories, trying to puzzle out my mind, formulating better inner defenses... you want specifics? I could write essays on every topic I just listed... just one message away.
On a typical Friday night I am
Reading fanfiction.
...and...nope, that's about it.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I enjoy writing fanfiction, and spend the majority of my time reading it. Anything deeper than that... well,
You should message me if
-You want to talk
-You want to get to know me
-You have a request
-You read fanfiction, any type
-You play video-games
-You play Undertale
-You want to learn or teach something
-You are feeling lonely
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