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My self-summary
Looking to meet people at DAYFORNIGHT

Exotic matter, living toy, antihero. ENFP.
What I’m doing with my life
I'm a career-focused Telecom Engineer and Technical Writer with a background in software QA, DB management, and Astrobiology.

I spend my time with smart, aggressive women with tendencies toward art, mathematics, and mental illness.

Controlled, casual recklessness. Creative writing. Switch. Pursuing the eschaton. Peter Pan via Henry Miller. Immersive experiences. Technology. Aspiring housewife. Independent research. Honesty. Big Surtainty. Omphaloskepsis. Karaoke. Foreign keys. Dissociatives.
I’m really good at
Swallowing a sunset in the daydream of a grain of sugar dissolving in your throat, painting ghosts with living fire, taming spirit-horses, confounding authority.

Anthropomorphizing scientific properties.
The first things people usually notice about me
The crystalline utopia mineralized in my wake.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Henry Valentine Miller, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Elie Faure, Terence McKenna.

Zdislaw Beksinski, Hieronymous Bosch, Julie Heffernan, Remedios Varo, Hans Memling.

Terrence Malick, Dušan Makavejev, Catherine Breillat, Jim Jarmusch, David Lynch, René Laloux, Jan Švankmajer, Federico Fellini, David Cronenberg, Werner Herzog, Harmony Korine, Kathryn Bigelow, Alejandro Jodorowsky.
Arthur Russell + Merzbow + The Durutti Column + New Order
I listen to a lot of music.

Ideally locally sourced, organic and non-GMO - Tenderloin au poivre/brie with a balsamic reduction/marcona almonds/floral gin/lacinato kale/quail eggs/avocado/lemon/ginger/garlic/berries/cayenne/finishing salt/dark chocolate/castelvetrano olives/steamed cashews/mango chutney/candied walnuts/sashimi salmon/crab cakes with fig preserves.

I'm an adventurous eater. 'Picky' as in: usually concerned with the quality of my food.
The six things I could never do without
Geothermal Photosynthesis
Fourteenth Stellation of Icosahedra
Hypnagogia-Hypnopompia/Sleep Paralysis/False Awakening
King's pawn to e4
Shamanic Dental Fetishism
Extensions of Hynek's scale
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Substitutiary locomotion, probabilistic reasoning, near death and out of body experiences, hypnogogia, sleep paralysis, the fifty-nine icosahedra, the criminal justice system, ethics, civil rights, social welfare, education, capitalism, government, war, terrorism, the abysmal failures of our military/prison-industrial complexes, murder/suicide, addiction, psychoactives, research chemicals, media, language, the artistic process, experimental cooking, heredity, synthesis/fusion, human relationships, genetically modified organisms, environmental activism, speciation, biodiversity, extinction, toroidal vortices, non-human sentience, astrobiology, ethnobotany, carbon-chauvinism, the last universal common ancestor (LUCA), origin of life theory, queer theory, gender studies/gender fluidity, intersectional feminism, sexuality, fetishism, wolf hybrids, secular Vipassanā meditation, demystification/remystification, the supernatural, Russian literature, Miller on Dostoevsky, The Rosy Crucifixion, architecture, futurism . . . . . .
However long it takes.
On a typical Friday night I am
Evading pursuit, haunting local gems, extolling the evils of the Pacific Northwest.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Bad reputation. Former addict. Marshmallow soul. Dream surgeon.

I grazed my fingers across the surface of Picasso's Still-life with Bottle of Rum (1911) at The Metropolitan Museum of Art, ca 1999. I've fantasized about aliens extracting my DNA from oil residue left on the painting and reanimating me.
You should message me if
You approach new experiences without expectation.
You actively experiment with your reality/imagination.
You realize intelligence possesses tremendous flexibility.
You care about social justice and the welfare of the oppressed.
You miss the West Coast.

You are:
*Non-racist, sex positive, LGBTQ friendly.
*Atheist/agnostic/non-christian (though I seem to be less wary of Judaism and Catholicism). Those with dynamic ideologies, self-defined value systems, students of Eastern religions or meditation are enthusiastically welcome.
*Socially and economically progressive.
*Articulate, healthy, and even-tempered.
*Open with your thoughts and feelings. You value honesty, altruism, and patience in yourself and others.

Or: You're an Eastern-European mathematician/physicist, recent culinary graduate, husky/shepherd enthusiast, you'd like to play chess, you dislike extreme specificity re: above requirements, you want to criticize me, need a meditation partner, want to exchange furtive glances in dark and cozy places, read to each other, watch me blush, or gauge my spontaneity..

You make up songs about mundane tasks while performing them. You make up songs about your current mood and sing them to confused or disinterested audiences (strangers or roommates and their pets). You make up songs about animals of ex partners that you'll probably never see again, but miss constantly.

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You moved to Portland because you secretly (or openly) want to murder the sun and it's permanent rays of toxic, scorching light.