33 Largo, United States
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My self-summary
First things first-- if you are in any way homophobic, transphobic, racist, sexist, or judge people based upon religious beliefs please don't bother contacting me. This isn't a place for judgement, it's acceptance and love. I read male and ID as male so male pronouns but fuck gender roles and all that shit. It doesn't matter what's in between my legs because we aren't gonna fuck. Ever. 8|

I live alone in a small apartment with my 8 year old black cat October whom I adopted from the scpa here in Largo, and my 10 year old best friend Rewkey a corgi- whom I recently taken in from my folks back at home. :) I love taking him for walks and am training him as a emotional support animal for my anxiety.

I'm from Baltimore originally. A turn of events landed me in Florida. I'm not really happy with the situation right now. But I'm learning to deal with it. Life put me down here for a reason, even if I'm still not too sure what that reason is just yet... My family is still up in Baltimore with plans to move down here, so for the most part I'm kind of on my own down here.

I like to draw, if we're ever hanging out you'll see me carrying around a arm bag/man purse with sketch books in it and pencils and inking pens. I need to draw. Its what keeps me sane. Sane as I can be, anyway. I did go to Ringling School of Art an Design forever ago, but had to go back home because of funds.

Animals and nature and the environment are very important to me (hence vegan). The world was not created for us to consume. Despite what some religions may say. That being said, I would say I have a earth-based religion. But I don't really have a set of rules or guidelines to follow. I just do whats right, treat people right, treat animals right.

I don't like clubbing or parties or loud things, I like close calm places, quiet places, you know simple things. Money isn't ever thing- as long as I have enough to feed myself and my cat and dog, fix things when they break, and buy things I need when I need them, and take care of myself health wise- that's the important thing.

Actions speak louder than words.
What I’m doing with my life
At the moment I'm getting my ass into gear and finally working on my "project" I kind of wanna make a cartoon someday, or at least write a book about the Universe in which said cartoon exists. I'm very passionate about it and my apartment is literally littered with ideas and the characters for it.. ya know? I have to do this.

I've recently picked the guitar back up, and am teaching myself the bass too. It's become more than just a hobby now- I know a number of chords and it's almost meditative. If I don't play one of my guitars for at least 15-30 minutes a day I get cranky. Same goes with art and writing like friends can TELL when I haven't done something creative because I just get in a bitchy shit mood. lol.

That's the exciting thing. The boring part is I work full time flinging freight at night driving forklifts at a store that may or may not be big and orange.
I’m really good at
I'm loyal to a fault, I would like to think I'm pretty creative with writing and creating works of art.
The first things people usually notice about me
I'm... different... very different. Not in that "trying to be cool" way in that I'm so jaded and dry humor and just, different. Some people have no idea how to take me. I worry I come off creepy. I don't know. While I think I look pissed all the time people say I have a very nice smile-- when I'm being genuine about my smile and not being a sinister little shit who's trying to scare the green horns at the orange box store I work at.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Hmm, I like Neil Gaiman, Lovecraft, spooky stuff, fan fiction-- I honestly haven't been reading too much. I am paging through The Red Book to help me get a better grasp on my crazy dreams. I have really fucked up dreams. I will probably tell you about them. Often.

Music is 90s rock, grunge and post grunge, alternative, scores from movies, some dubstep, chillstep, whatever.. I'm currently having a bad baaaad Gorillaz phase oh my god it's awful. I mean what better a band for an artist/cartoonist like me with great music! Hahaha. Besides Murdoc's last name sounds like my own ;3

I'm vegan for the most part, so, as long as it's not spicy and vegan I'll probably eat it.

I don't watch too much tv to make a note of what shows I like. I'm really bad at being triggered by violent things and since that seems to be a catch all for 'shock' value for a lot of television these days... I just stick to cartoons and anime.. like Steven Universe and uh.. some anime depends I can't stare at the TV for too long or I get antsy.

Video games are kind of a no go. I rather play guitar.
The six things I could never do without
October, Rewkey, my family, my friends, and nature... and coffee. Like meth levels of coffee jesus save me from coffee @_@.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Creating things, writing, drawing, playing guitar, traveling around the country someday... the occult and paganism. I think about that a lot. Hmm.. trying to get back into trusting others and helping them, not quiet sure. I just do my thing. How to make the world a better place with my talents in writing and art-- and the budding seed of playing guitar and writing horrible poetry song lyrics to go along with it.
On a typical Friday night I am
Working. If I'm off, scribbling in front of a computer watching cartoons listening to music if my shit ass computer will actually let me.
Fascinating. I know.

But often I like walking around Indian Rocks beach at night for hours, just walking as far as I can into the fancy areas where the big houses are and there's noone on the beach but me and looking at the waves, the stars, meditative and not thinking about a damned thing. Chill time. No need to fill the lovely silence with useless chatter.
You should message me if
You're looking for a friend. I'll be the most loyal friend ever. I will keep all of your secrets. I'll never betray you. The world is full of fake-ass people. I'm not one of them.

I'm not looking for a relationship-- I get way too independent for that shit, and really worry about rebounding from a rather unhealthy relationship I got out of (I won't talk about it, don't worry). I just need friends, that's all I'm here for. Good honest to the gods, God, Satan, who the fuck ever- friends.