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My self-summary
Autistic An-Com Cis White Male with the paralysis of one's life that comes from severe depression.

11/15/16: Some aspects of my profile are a little antiquated, especially my set of pictures. I look /awful/ right now, but basically it's that with longer hair and a decent beard/mustache combo. Watch this space if you happen to give my profile a glance.
What I’m doing with my life
i need to work so i can pay money for pills to make me feel well enough to work so I can pay money for pills to make me feel well enough to work so I can pay money for pills to make me feel well enough to work
I’m really good at
Plat III in League of Legends. That's right, form an orderly queue, ladies.

I write a lot of fictional roleplay stuff for two main settings (D&D 3.5 and Freelancer, respectively) but I think I could write nearly anything given enough caffeine, inspiration, and whatnot.

Extremely interested in nerding out with fans of Star Wars (Especially what's now called "Legends) or D&D. Only familiar with 3 and a bit of 2, and haven't really done tabletop. Blame rural nowhere.
The first things people usually notice about me
The duality of my crippling shyness and terrifying eccentricity. For those familiar, I'm kind of like a Chaotic Good-aligned Xzar.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
In High School and College I practically elevated Pink Floyd to a religion with Roger Waters as its Messiah. The autism certainly helped with my fixation but I still find so many of its politically charged lyrics completely unanswered for in society even when they were written 30 or even 40 years prior.
Six things I could never do without
I spend a lot of time thinking about
My future, the future of so many others who struggle as I do, and whether we'll be cast aside in the solitary dream of our benefactors.

If I looked at your profile, there's a decent chance I'm also thinking about you.
On a typical Friday night I am
"No man I'll just talk about the Facebook movie all day shit man you have to be so interested in the shit I have to say about the Facebook movie fuck dude I just watched it a year and a half ago fuck Jesse Eisenberg man he fucked over Spider-Man crazy Winklevoss twins rowing Trent resin or did the soundtrack fuck this guy who invented Facebook I don't like die I cant think of who the fuck invented Facebook all I can think is the guy who played the guy who invented Facebook who the fuck invented Facebook" And then, in all capital letters, two hours later, "MARK ZUCKERBERG"
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I once had an obsession with Pelicans.

I have my doubts that Barack Obama adheres to Islam.
You should message me if
You're from a foreign (read: Non-Murican) country that you'd like to educate an ugly American about.

You aren't frightened off by a genuinely well-meaning but highly cynical and depressed young white male.

You're a socialist who wants to own the means of reproduction. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Coincidentally, I have a severe weakness for redheads which is clearly related.

You think you can show me that the world is in fact not cruel, heartless, and lonely.

You want to cuddle up and listen to me rant about the world while Pink Floyd's on in the background.

You think you can be the Not-So-Grump to my Grump.

I have a really hard time working up the courage to initiate a conversation, but if I looked at your profile before vice-versa, it probably means that I was in some way interested in your appearance/compatibility/sweet baps.

A "like" from me is an invitation to message me if you're interested, by the way!
The two of us