BigBootyNinja
21 Apopka, United States
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My self-summary
In my free time I typically listen to music, play games, watch tv on my laptop, play guitar, hang out with friends, explore the boundaries of consciousness, and occasionally read a book. I'm not the most social person in the world, but lately that's changed a little. I can be very cynical, but I'd like to think that I still have a lot of love for humanity despite this. It's hard to think of people as being good or evil if you lean towards the idea that behavior is the result of genetics and conditioning. The same goes for relationships. Either our personalities mesh or they clash, but either way it's just intermingling. Things don't have to be right or wrong in that way, they just are. There are a lot of people in my life I would go as far to say that I love, but very few, if any that I really feel like I could click with. Love is a very slippery and self-defined word, though (well, more self-defined, anyways). I'm not entirely sure what I want at this moment in my life. But I have a big heart, and will probably know one day when meet somebody of a similar disposition. I have a small cat named Homu. She is my child.
What I’m doing with my life
Working, moving somewhere cheaper so i can save.
I'd like to maybe travel the country in a vehicle (house) and live off my music one day. Or find a nice little self sufficient community to stay on. Alternative lifestyles interest me. I hope to travel abroad, perhaps through a farming program. I intend to go back to school one day too, though it will be for my own edification rather than an investment.
Trying to keep up with the material I have and generate new songs. Looking for other musicians to work with. Poets especially.
I’m really good at
Guitar. Play some bass, piano, but guitar is my main instrument at this particular moment. It's how I best express myself. I'm a very slow learner but I put a lot of time into what I write.

Proofreading after I hit "send."

Unknowingly saying things with a sexualized double meaning like Tobias in Arrested Development.
The first things people usually notice about me
I do not put much effort into my physical appearance. My technological limitations prevent me from uploading a picture of myself that properly captures my fat at the moment. I can get really erratic when I'm around a large group of people. I can be a very anxious person, or just neurotic in general. I can't spend too much time indoors, because it makes me stir-crazy.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Music:
I like select artists of every genre. A lot of psychedelia, classical guitar, blues, jazz, old school rap, surf, 80's gothiness, Indian/Arab/Japanese drone music.

Frédéric Chopin, 13th Floor Elevators, Eden Abhez, Django Reinhardt, Rimsky-Korsakov, Burzum, Al Green, Medeski Martin & Wood, The Legendary Pink Dots, Roscoe Holcomb, Blind Willie McTell, Lightnin Hopkins, Elizabeth Cotton, Bakerloo, Brownie Mcghee, Happy End, Haruomi Hosono, Iron Claw, The Sacred Mushroom, Skinny Puppy, aDuck, Quasimoto, The Ventures, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Cramps, Ricky Nelson, Triple 6 Mafia, A Tribe Called Quest, Mississippi Fred McDowell, Earl Hooker, Pure X, MF Doom, Beastie Boys, Cypress Hill, Link Wray, My Bloody Valentine, Lucy Ann Polk, The Cure, Aphex Twin, The Smiths, Morbid Angel, Radiohead, Orbital, Ludacris, Leo Kottke, The Prodigy, The Telescopes, Amorphous Androgynous, Rudimentary Peni, Bauhaus, Tones on Tail, Love and Rockets, Tchaikovsky, Pixies, Conway Twitty, Curtis Mayfield, The Black Angels, Download, Erasure, Johann Sebastian Bach, Spacemen 3, Gus Gus, Dead Voices on Air, 45 Grave, Roxy Music, David Byrne, Brian Eno, The Beach Boys, Jan and Dean, Busta Rymes, New Order, Per-Olov Kindgren, Afroman, The Velvet Underground, Leonard Cohen, Sepultura, Dirty Dozen Brass Band, Swans, Led Zeppelin, Dick Dale and his Del-Tones, Galactic, Marvin Gaye, Charles Mingus, The Lively Ones, The Tremolo Beer Gut, Coil, Death (both the metal band and the punk band), James Brown, Pink Floyd, The Legendary Pink Dots, The Sonics, Celtic Frost, Galactic, Black Sabbath, The Velvet Underground, Wu-Tang Clan, Geto Boys, Scarface, Dynamix II, The Damned, The Dead Boys, Zero Boys, Tool, Johnny Cash, Muddy Waters, Clarence 'Gatemouth' Brown, The Flesh Eaters, Mayhem, Willie Nelson, The Legendary Pink Dots, Dead Kennedys, Depeche Mode, Jerry Wallace, Einsturzende Neubauten, Ministry, Television, Hank Williams (senior), The Gun Club, Iggy and the Stooges, Whodini, Future Sound of London, Joy Division, Melvins, Throbbing Gristle, Germs, The Legendary Pink Dots, The Tear Garden, N.W.A., Ice Cube, King Crimson, Rachmaninoff, Jimi Hendrix, Nappy Brown, Kraftwerk, Psychic TV, Underworld, Robert Johnson, Ray Price, The Mars Volta, Sonic Youth, Sleep, Earl Sweatshirt, Christian Death, Cocteau Twins, T.S.O.L, Strauss, The Legendary Pink Dots.

Movies and Shows:
All things Kubrick
Federico Fellini films
David Lynch films
Been falling in love with Westerns
I love older movies, especially 60's and 70's era
Star Wars, Kung Pow, Amadeus,
Ghost in the Shell shows and movies (although not as big of a fan of the "Arise" series), Pulp Fiction, Jackie Brown, Pi, El Abrazo De La Serpiente, There Will Be Blood, Blue Velvet, Eraserhead, Twin Peaks, The Mother Fucking Cosmos with Carl Mother Fucking Sagan, Breaking Bad yo, Game of Thrones (aka fantasy incest torture porn) Penn and Teller's Bullshit, Daily Show and Colbert, An Idiot Abroad, Cowboy Bebop, Akira, Dune (even in all of it's Cheese). Some movies are so terrible I love them.

Books:
True Hallucinations, The Archaic Revival,
Food of the Gods, all by Terence McKenna
If you have ever read any of his stuff you probably recognize I have adopted much of his vocabulary.
Phantoms in the Brain
The Tell-Tale Brain
Carl Jung's anything
Tryptamine palace
World of Mythology
The Cosmic Serpant
Dune
A Short History of Nearly Everything
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Naked Lunch
The Spirit Molecule
Herbology stuff
I have the biggest boner for Plato. Parmenides is my favorite work though I'm not sure if I comprehend a good portion of it.

Food:
Tea, coffee (though I try to limit my consumption), pizza, the local Asian cuisine (especially Thai and Bánh Mì sandwichs), po-boys (shame on you for not knowing what that is), raw spinach, pescatarian stuff (update: CHEATER I'M A DIRTY CHEATER). My sweet tooth will likely bury me one day. Trying to eat a little healthier.

Art:
Salvador Dali, Hieronymus Bosch, Henry Fuseli, Vincent van Gogh, Allison Sommers, Adam Valmassoi, Michelle Anderst, Alex Grey, Mario Martinez, Jen Stark, Pei Chung, Irving Penn, Akira Beard, Andrei Svetov, Aryz, Brandon Geurts, Brian Scott Hampton, Cherry Thompson, Chris Sheridan, Cody Rutty, Glen Ronald, Damon Soule, David Choong Lee, Drew Young, Dzo Olivier, Justin Kaufman, Grady Gordon, J.R. Slattum, Caleb Jack, Jacob Bettany, James Jean, Joshua Zucker-Pluda, Justin Lovato, Matthew G. Lewis, N.C. Winters, Pat Perry, Peter Westermann, Rick Morgan, Ryan Hewett, Siolo Thompson, Stephen Cefalo, Swoon, Ralph Steadman.
The six things I could never do without
instrument, feet, creative space, laptop (sadly)
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Linguistic ambiguity.

Language.

Crazy shit I've experienced through experimentation and the crazy shit to come.

My cartoonish understanding of theoretical physics. Mmm, chaos theory.

Dreams and time.

Living in the wild.

Shamanism.

Undecided political issues that normal people have very deeply rooted opinions on.

I'm a bit of a conspiracy theorist. But I mean, Iran-Contra, operation Gladio, operation Northwoods; I'm no loose change nut. The CIA is still very likely selling drugs to fund illegal paramilitary operations under the nose of congress, and virtually nobody in Washington could give a solitary fuck.

Why OKCupid assumes if you only drink on occasion that means you must drink socially. Where is the "occasionally, alone, crying in a dark room" selection?
On a typical Friday night I am
Playing guitar, doing internet "research" or legitimate reading. Ordering a pizza (and not because it's a Friday, it's just what I'm likely doing on any given day). I recently discovered Traveler (d&dish game) and have been tripping my way through my friend's campaign every week or so.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Insomniac with trouble telling the days apart.
Weeks, months, years come to think of it. Time slips away. My circadian rhythm is a white person attempting to clap along on a 1 and 3.

Many of my viewpoints and interests correspond with people who are considered to be hippies. I'm no rock worshiping anti-vaccination type, though. I am a hardcore skeptic, and cling to scientific rationalism (despite knowing that today's scientific rationalism will be tomorrows sheep herder stories).
You should message me if
Stay up late.
Contain knowledge you think would help me on my journey.
Want to jam with somebody.
Want to take a canoe down a nearby river sometime.
Don't think owning a car is a requirement of adulthood.
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