I wish I knew what correct combination of factors will make this profile be a true representation of who I am as well as what I'm searching for. What sort of buzzwords and key phrases that will trigger the correct mental picture of my personality in the minds of people I've never met. But until I find that perfect balance, this is gonna be a work in progress; updated in my trademark train-of-thought type rambaling. Sorry :P
I really don't know what to put here....do I be honest and show my flaws in the hopes of finding someone who can overlook them?
Do I hold them back till I think they can handle it?
Do I keep them hidden forever?
How many lies-via-omission of myself is it before it's too much?
When do I tell enough so that I show myself?
At what point do I become someone else?
Should I be assertive?
How much is too much?
When is it not enough?
I may, admittedly, not look like it. But ask anyone who's known me for more then an hour, and I'm a powder-keg of energy just waiting for a reason to explode. Are you gonna be that spark?
UPDATE: If you've gotten to this point, I implore you to go check out my notes before sending me a message, thanks.
CORRECTION:........I can't find the note section V.V; so instead I'll just post it in the section below
*UPDATE* : If any of my past visitors remember that long addition about going to South Korea....yeah...scrap that. Things didn't work out as antisipated, and I'm back in Troy till further notice (YAY). I know I should've updated this alot earlier (i've been home since Jan.) but school and life kept getting in the way; and for a long time I had given up on finding anyone. But I'm back, and I do hope that someone proves me wrong, will it be you?
This leads to the second talent, cooking. All cooking is a long chemical reaction composed of a mixture of ingrediants or reagents, some acid/base reactions, and the use of heat, reflux, or distilation methods. It's the chemistry you can eat!
On the non-scientific end of things, I'm a writer, artist, poet, and enjoy trying my hand at all sorts of creative outlits (acting included). I tend to play the fool, and make people laugh, usually at the expense of my intelligence or physical well-being i.e. playing dumb when someone makes a suggestive comment/joke or climbing trees/rocks/buildings/benches/tables/chairs/your mom. Hense the name, "jester".
Oh....and I enjoy kareoke. I put this seperate cause it asks for things I'm good at....and singing's not one of them. But that doesn't mean I don't enjoy it. Get a drink or two into me, and I'll be belting out Journy's "Don't Stop Believing", Def Leppard's "Pour some sugar on me", and Bowling For Soup's "1985" with the rest of them.
Now though, I'd have to guess that it's probably my long, curly, brown hair. But after having it for several years, I've gotten used to some of the sideways looks.....I'd much rather be noticed and stand out then simply blend into the crowd.
Movies: Airplane, Nightmare Before Chrstmas, The Shawshank Redemption, The new Sherlock Holmes, Any of the James Bond films with Connery or Bronson. I'm a big fan of pixar's 6, Shrek, Monster's Inc., and WALL-E.
Music: For the most part, anything that can get my blood pumping. Trance, Techno, Pop, some instrumental, Foriegn, and 80's rock (Bon Jovi, White Snake, Def Leppard, Twisted Sster, Billy Idol)
Food: Basiclly, anything you put in front of me I'll at least try once, unless it has nuts, peanuts (which is a legume), coconut, or excessive amounts of seaseme seeds....I'm Allergic. And the same goes for if I'm the one cooking the meal, I'll use whatever's in the kitchen some how...not all of it comes out edible I admit, but either way, it's a good learning experience.
1. A well stocked kitchen (not only because I enjoy food, but I'm also an avid, though amateur, chef; and enjoy cooking for those I care about)
2. The stuffed teddy bear I've had since I can remember. It'd been with me from home, to college, across Europe, and back again.
3. An excuse to buy someone something to cheer them up.
4. Chocolate. (what can I say, got a sweet tooth)
5. My imagenation
6. Video Games, RPG's mostly.
p.s. If you visit, don't be afraid to drop a little note saying "hi", I like finding friends just as much as finding something more.