31 Honolulu, United States
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My self-summary
“Imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything, with a dissolute imagination the like of which has never been seen, atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell, and kill me again or take me as I am, for I shall not change.”

― Marquis de Sade

I don't smoke, surf, swim, party, go to church, or hunt. That makes just about 90% of men, local or otherwise, uninterested in me.

I'm looking for a guy who is really trusting and healthy. You must have both kidneys, non-smoker, and not a heavy drinker or taking any medication (legal or otherwise) that could damage the liver. Type AB Negative blood a plus.

What I’m doing with my life
Regretting it.
I’m really good at
The first things people usually notice about me
Probably my skin; despite living in Hawaii for five years, I have managed to maintain a deathly pallor. My skin shines like the belly of a freshly caught fish.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Movies - Velvet Goldmine, Jacob's Ladder, Session 9, A Nightmare On Elm Street, Lost Highway, Final Fantasy VII Advent Children, Sin City, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, The Return of the Living Dead, A Clockwork Orange, The Crow, Silence of the Lambs, Fight Club, The Lion King, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Donnie Darko, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Hellraiser, Watership Down, 自殺サークル, 紀子の食卓 and copious amounts of Asian cinema which I am not pretentious enough to list. Yet.

Music - Pretty much anything by Cradle of Filth, Nine Inch Nails, The Sisters of Mercy, Christian Death, Genitorturers, Marilyn Manson, GG Allin, Bella Morte, The Misfits, Mayhem, Dissection, Darkthrone, Gorgoroth, Satyricon, Rasputina, Dimmu Borgir, Gehenna, Dir en grey, Malice Mizer, Rob Zombie, Type O Negative, KMFDM, The Electric Hellfire Club, Jack Off Jill, and far too many more to name.

Food - I am exceedingly partial to Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Thai, Vietnamese, Indian and Italian cuisine.

TV - Can't say that I watch too much of it these days.

Books - I have so many poets and writers to adore. My favorites include Poppy Z. Brite, Clive Barker, Aleister Crowley, Friedrich Nietzsche, George Orwell, Oscar Wilde, Sheridan Le Fanu, Lewis Carroll, Vladimir Nabokov, Chuck Palahniuk, Brian Campbell, Laurell K. Hamilton and Richard Adams.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
On a typical Friday night I am
At work. Or studying/writing research papers. Not enjoying it, in other words.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
That I am whatever the female equivalent of a "brony" is. Actually, that's not private at all; I have the toys and I wear the shirts publicly with no sense of shame whatsoever.
You should message me if
You hate yourself.

You're not looking for a basic girl.