DeaExNihilo
31Honolulu, United States
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My self-summary
“Imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything, with a dissolute imagination the like of which has never been seen; atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell, and kill me again or take me as I am, for I shall not change.”

― Marquis de Sade

I don't smoke, surf, swim, party, go clubbing, or to church. And I hate reggae. That makes just about 90% of the men here uninterested in me.

I'm looking for a guy who is really trusting and healthy. You must have both kidneys, non-smoker, and not a heavy drinker or taking any medication (legal or otherwise) that could damage the liver. Type AB Negative blood a plus.

[ MBTI: ISFP ]
What I’m doing with my life
Regretting it.
I’m really good at
Mediocrity.
The first things people usually notice about me
Probably my skin; despite living in Hawaii for seven years (I'm originally from Richmond, Virginia), I have managed to maintain a deathly pallor. My skin shines like the belly of a freshly caught fish. Going outside? Better have a REAL good reason for that...
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Movies - Jacob's Ladder, Session 9, A Nightmare On Elm Street, Lost Highway, Sin City, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, The Return of the Living Dead, A Clockwork Orange, The Crow, Silence of the Lambs, Fight Club, The Lion King, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Donnie Darko, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Hellraiser, Watership Down.

Music - Pretty much anything by Cradle of Filth, Nine Inch Nails, The Sisters of Mercy, Christian Death, Genitorturers, Marilyn Manson, GG Allin, Bella Morte, The Misfits, Mayhem, Dissection, Darkthrone, Gorgoroth, Satyricon, Rasputina, Dimmu Borgir, Gehenna, Dir en grey, Malice Mizer, Rob Zombie, Type O Negative, KMFDM, The Electric Hellfire Club, Jack Off Jill, and far too many more to name.

Food - I am exceedingly partial to Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Thai, Vietnamese, Indian and Italian cuisine.

TV - I haven't watched TV in ages. I don't miss it.

Books - I have so many poets and writers to adore. My favorites include Poppy Z. Brite, Clive Barker, Aleister Crowley, Friedrich Nietzsche, George Orwell, Oscar Wilde, Sheridan Le Fanu, Lewis Carroll, Vladimir Nabokov, Chuck Palahniuk, Brian Campbell, Laurell K. Hamilton and Richard Adams.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Zombies.
On a typical Friday night I am
At work. Or studying/writing research papers. Not enjoying it, in other words.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Completely outdated. I don't have much to be ashamed of.
You should message me if
You hate yourself.

You're good with disappointment.

You're not looking for a basic girl.
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