Desirai
27 Gadsden, United States
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My self-summary
I am a fat, liberal atheist who likes to draw pictures. I have been told that I am goofy and fun to be around. I have anxiety and can be super shy but once I become comfortable, I'm all over the place.

I can get super emotional and cry over everything! Not even sad things, even happy things make me cry. Can't help it. Had an ex that dumped me because I was "such a crybaby" but that is who I am. (good riddance though, his penis kept falling into other women while I was at work.)

I don't really like human offspring and probably won't ever have any.
I play video games a lot, so I expect to find a partner who also enjoys video games. I don't drink or smoke, I'm not into bars or anything like that. If I do drink, it's only in the comfort of my own home.

I'm timid and scared of everything.
What I’m doing with my life
I live at home still, work part time and attend GSCC full time. Pursuing an AAS in Healthcare IT.
I’m really good at
Whistling, drawing, photography, gardening.
The first things people usually notice about me
That I am singing and goofing off.... Haha!
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
I like fantasy, romance, mystery, and thriller genre of books and movies. I am not really a movie or tv person however.
Some favorite tv shows include House, Arrow, Jessica Jones, Game of Thrones.
Some favorite books are Harry Potter series, Pendragon series, Game of Thrones series. Favorite authors are Nora Roberts and Catherine Coulter.
I don't particularly have favorite movies.
Music? I like hard alternative, hard rock, gothic rock. I don't usually like screamo metal. Nightwish, Within Temptation, Hinder, Seether, Pop Evil, Static Cycle, Volbeat, Five Finger Death Punch.

Food? I love food. The only food I do not eat is spicy food.
I am picky when it comes to textures, though. I do not like raw onions, celery, peppers, or anything with that type of crunch. Triggers my gag reflex. I don't like peanut butter except in certain circumstances. I like my steak medium.
I fucking love sushi and would eat sushi 5x a day 7 days a week if I could afford it.
Pasta is great. I would eat that 5x a day with my sushi. Oh and bread. OK, carbs.
What I don't like? Fuckin beans and cornbread. Bleugh.
The six things I could never do without
My pets. I will have pets forever. And lots of them. I don't mean a dog or a cat, I mean chickens, snakes, lizards, fish, frogs. If it is domesticated and I can have it as a pet, I want it. But there will be cats and dogs too.

Video games. Being realistic, that is one of my biggest hobbies. Without it I don't really know what to do with my free time.

Colored pencils and coloring books. I've been an adult that colors in coloring books long before adult coloring books every existed.

The internet. Life doesn't exist without technology anymore.

Nature. I would be miserable if there was no nature. If I had to live somewhere like NYC or Beijing I would probably die.

Antidepressants. I take them daily and I cannot function without them. It's none of your business why until I feel like you should know.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Past traumas and how miserable I currently am. I desperately want me own place. My own land, my own house, my own everything. But I cannot afford it. Sometimes I wonder if I could get away with robbing a bank, but then I laugh and am like, LOL no you can't. So then I get sad again.
On a typical Friday night I am
I work every Friday. As soon as I get home, I go to sleep. I work every Saturday. As soon as I get home, I go to sleep.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I have a hand fetish. Omnomnom.
You should message me if
You play Pokemon Go!
You have beards and tattoos!
You like fat girls!
You are an atheist!
You have nice hands because I have a hand fetish!
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