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My self-summary
My story is long. My life has been a roller coaster ride of holy crap and down time. I exist somewhere in the middle. Wondering how it will all work out. I am a story teller as I have many true stories to share.
I am an artist, a composer, a video gamer. I like to argue about everything. Not fight, but argue so that viewpoints can become alternate viewpoints. I guess at times I can be the devils advocate. But I also know when to shut the hell up.

I moved from Southern CA to Seattle in 2007 to fulfill a dream. I came here when I was in 7th grade on a field trip and promised myself I would live here by the time I was 30. This area felt more like home to me than anywhere else I have visited in my travels.

I can be shy until you speak to me. My head can sometimes be filled with useless knowledge. I tend to think out loud often, so if I say something quietly its because I am thinking to myself. I will always repeat back to you what I said. But I can't guarantee it will make sense to you.

I don't drive a car anymore since moving up here. I got tired of spending 1/3 of my life behind the wheel of a car feeling disconnected from the people around me. But I am thinking about maybe saving up some money and getting a car in the next year or so. We will see how things go later.

I don't lie and I don't like people who lie. I grew up having to fake everything about myself and my life to other people because of the religion I was raised in. So when I got out into the real world I worked long on hard on becoming and honest person with myself and the world around me. So I can spot a lie a mile away. So don't do it.
I am a night person and I hate waking up early. But I love to watch the sun rise. Especially after a night spent in a goth club. Or staying up all night having a great conversation with someone I care about.

I am Loyal, Creative, and Eccentric
What I’m doing with my life
Moving towards life with a fresh new outlook every time I find a challenge.

I am working on building new relationships with new people and doing my best to maintain the ones I currently have.

I am trying to keep myself open to new ideas and possibilities without being short sided.

I am really just trying to live the best life I can, without being arrogant thinking I actually know what is right.
I’m really good at
I always strive to become more than what I am. Through practice, repetition, whatever means necessary. I live my life to achieve excellence.

Oh I am also an artist of all expressions. And a musician. Piano mostly. And a composer of music. I started playing and writing music when I was about 4 years old. Its the only thing that keeps me sane sometimes.

And while it may be bad to admit this. I like to play video games. But it sucks sometimes because its hard for me to find games that I can play that are challenging. I tend to finish them to fast. And need a new one to complete. Its sad really. If I had any interest in game design it would never sell or get completed, because it would be to hard for most people to enjoy.
The first things people usually notice about me
I don't really know what the first thing is or if there has ever been a first thing people notice. Its not like I have amazingly striking features or an unusual voice. Or maybe I do?

I have changed my appearance several times over the years so I can only assume it has always been something different.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Anything Sci-Fi - Philosophical - or related to history, art, music science. neitzsche, Socrates

Fav food has to be Philly Cheese steak - Awe who am I kidding I don't really have a favorite anything. The world has too much to offer me to start picking favorites. It would limit my options if I were to choose that direction of thought process.

Ok you know what fuck that. My favorite album of all time is NIN - The Downwrad Spiral. Because it speaks to me as if it was my life. The words of every song is my life. And if you don't understand the meaning then you you don't understand life!!!!
VNV Nation - Mozart - Bach -Billie Joel - Dream Theater - Morpheus Trip - SevenHurtz - Tool - Okenfold - The Crystal Method -
And the list goes on and on and on and on and on......
Portishead - Idiots behind the wheel - Rob Zombie - Pink Floyd -
oh od to many to list. It just goes on and on and on and on and on.

Infected Mushroom has recently become a fav.
Six things I could never do without
My Five senses
My Sense of Humor
My Ability to Create something out of nothing
My Close Friends
My home
My heart
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Everything, way to often.

I think about a dream I had years ago. I met a women in my dream starring at me through a glass floor in my house. Like a twin soul that looked at me like she was looking in a mirror.

I still wonder if i will ever meet her for real.
On a typical Friday night I am
Out with friends at a local art bar. Finding a new restaurant to eat that I haven't been to before.
Going to a party, club, game night at a friends house or hosting the party. (this is what I would like to do - Lately only the bottom two have been occurring)
Watching a movie after cooking dinner.
Cuddling with my 2 lovely cats.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
There was a video that existed of my most private moment. But I had to destroy the evidence. I'd be happy to tell you the story in person sometime.
You should message me if
If you are interested in being treated with extreme acts of kindness in any shape or form.

Can balance the serious side of life and can find humor in everything.

Prefer a long conversation to watching TV. (Although there is nothing wrong with TV) I already watch too much of it to begin with.

Also i am not an A lister. So if you like me please message me

Feel that life always has more to offer than you could ever imagine. And are always looking for the next stage in your own self-evolution to grow and expand your awareness.

Have an artistic or creative side to you, and you must be open to new idea's and concepts.

If you have read this far and are still interested, please message me. Lets talk.
The two of us