So many find me intimidating but the reality is, I couldn't be lonelier really.
Looking to meet the intellectually minded and overall stimulating folk who are honest, loyal, and follow through on their word. I enjoy making some neat shit happen whether solo or collectively.
I have a sort of curse; It seems that if I find someone attractive I become invisible to them. True story.
I'm no longer willing to settle for mediocrity.
-Pansexual. I'm attracted to people, not genitalia.
-Monogamous however I like exploring other adventurous women with a certain understanding and maturity.
-Alpha and Gender Fluid. I'm not particularly girly and have a stronger libido than most women.
-INFP. Type 4 w/ 5 wing.
-Nervous in large crowds.
-Nocturnal and sleeps a lot.
-IQ-140. High Spatial. (By a Doctor, not the internet)
-Scorpio, Capricorn Rising, Moon in Pisces, Year of the Rat but this matters none at all.
I'm like marla singer meets amelie.
I have circumstances in my life that make things a considerable bit more difficult for me and most would find overwhelming. I've had to become very strong and resilient to handle things I've been through and situations I may not have had control over. Naturally, these things have shaped and affected me but in no way have broken me. I've found that people who tend to not understand struggle and the importance of introspection and accountability pass judgment on me and are put off. The lack of understanding and willingness to ask questions is bothersome but this is how some people are and assumptions are things I have to deal with more than I'd like.
Yeah...there are people who possess an air of confidence yet the personality of a potted plant and it's inspiring yet sad at the same time.
Listening to others and being a sounding board. Creating cathartic experiences for people to help them move through something or challenge themselves.
Keeping my word.
I'm kinda fucking hilarious.
That I'm tall and very noticeable in a crowd.
My intelligence and ability to carry on a conversation.
The fact I know way too much about random crap.
Love this ---> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTZQ2IB_x7c
I'll work on this. For the time being, I'm really into history and documentaries. I've been watching a lot of Louis CK, UK shows, Victorian-era romance/dramas, and documentaries on world culture. I don't own a television or watch TV but dig random indie flicks. I also don't really like American culture/media.
I also like industrial, experimental techno, heavy metal, 90's grunge, and drum and bass. I hate top 40's.
Food wise I eat mostly vegetarian but do need meat once in a while (once a week maybe). I'm all about trying new things and love cooking with someone. I abhor fast food.
-Music and other Creative Media.
-A place of my own where I feel safe.
-Snuggle buddies or basically having a meaningful connection with others.
If I'm the only actual altruist that exists or if someone else has it as a part of their nature to care for others without conscious thought or reward.
Why do people from other CONTINENTS send me a casual message as if that's going to go anywhere? I'm on here to MEET people in PERSON and if you are literally halfway around the world...why?
Also, I sleep with a teddy bear and have had the same one for 15 years.
-IN REGARDS TO MESSAGING ME:
....Be concise, respectful, and have good intentions. Sending me a message that's 1-2 sentences gets deleted. Make an effort in writing me...this is, in fact, your first impression.
If I don't respond immediately, don't fret. I get a lot of messages and I try to respond to everyone who makes an effort.