Intense. Surreal. Charming. Satirist. Sarcastic. Wise. Bold. Deviant. Loyal. Devoted. Curious. Tenacious. Hopeless Romantic. Smartass.
So many find me intimidating but the reality is, I couldn't be lonelier really.
Looking to meet the intellectually minded and overall stimulating folk who are honest, loyal, and follow through on their word. I enjoy making some neat shit happen whether solo or collectively.
I'm an artist in a variety of ways. I draw, paint, write, design, and program. I'm crap with music but appreciate it intensely. Anything I can look at for a while I can possibly also draw pretty realistically. I enjoy challenging myself in finding more and more ways to express myself.
I'm a total pervert but don't think that means "easy". The fantasies just stay in my head really until I find that perfect someone who is down for all the costumes and snarky expressions of flirtation.
I have a sort of curse; It seems that if I find someone attractive I become invisible to them. True story.
-Pansexual. I'm attracted to people, not genitalia.
-Monogamous however I like exploring other adventurous women with a certain understanding and maturity.
-Alpha and Gender Fluid. I'm not particularly girly and have a stronger libido than most women.
-INFP. Type 4 w/ 5 wing.
-Nervous in large crowds.
-Nocturnal and sleeps a lot.
-IQ-140. High Spatial. (By a Doctor, not the internet)
-Scorpio, Capricorn Rising, Moon in Pisces, Year of the Rat but this matters none at all.
I'm like marla singer meets amelie.
I have circumstances in my life that make things a considerable bit more difficult for me and most would find overwhelming. I've had to become very strong and resilient to handle things I've been through and situations I may not have had control over. Naturally, these things have shaped and affected me but in no way have broken me. I've found that people who tend to not understand struggle and the importance of introspection and accountability pass judgment on me and are put off. The lack of understanding and willingness to ask questions is bothersome but this is how some people are and assumptions are things I have to deal with more than I'd like.
Yeah...there are people who possess an air of confidence yet the personality of a potted plant and it's inspiring yet sad at the same time.
Listening to others and being a sounding board. Creating cathartic experiences for people to help them move through something or challenge themselves.
Keeping my word.
I'm kinda fucking hilarious.
That I'm tall and very noticeable in a crowd.
My intelligence and ability to carry on a conversation.
The fact I know way too much about random crap.
It's debatable that my interests might best be described as me being a late blooming otaku. It's mostly the art that I appreciate and as someone who does a lot of drawing, this style has become very interesting to me. Also for more loner types like myself there's just so much that caters to made up stories in my head of the perfect bishonen.
I also like industrial, experimental techno, heavy metal, 90's grunge, and drum and bass. I hate top 40's.
Food wise I eat completely keto. This used to say vegetarian however I've felt a lot better since adopting a keto diet and I actually eat A LOT of meat now. So, if that sort of thing puts you off, I definitely would as well.
-Music and other Creative Media.
-A place of my own where I feel safe.
-Snuggle buddies or basically having a meaningful connection with others.
If I'm the only actual altruist that exists or if someone else has it as a part of their nature to care for others without conscious thought or reward.
Why do people from other CONTINENTS send me a casual message as if that's going to go anywhere? I'm on here to MEET people in PERSON and if you are literally halfway around the world...why?
I have an app on my phone that's basically a bishi/animated Japanese guy whispering sweet nothings [in Japanese] to me. He's also an alarm. Done laughing?
-IN REGARDS TO MESSAGING ME:
....Be concise, respectful, and have good intentions. Sending me a message that's 1-2 sentences gets deleted. Make an effort in writing me...this is, in fact, your first impression.
If I don't respond immediately, don't fret. I get a lot of messages and I try to respond to everyone who makes an effort.