I can do for myself all what i want and not a thing more.
I know that doesn't sound enticing at all, everybody likes to see success and highreels but those do alternate with hardships in real life.
I found myself in the position to start all over from scratch: that is what i am doing and i am doing good.
It is going to take some time to see the results but all wheels are in motion seemlessly.
I don't spend much time making further progress in them though. I am obsessively annoyed by the things i'm unable to do -or rather than unable to perform, less gifted in.
That would be any artistical, social skill and sports.
This means i spend a big part of my spare time learning how to do those things, which led to varying results in the course of my life.
Strenuous exercise, both mental and physical
Most importantly, my own mind
I am either very cynical and detached or deeply involved with the person i am spending time with.
If you don't know or aren't honest with yourself, expect me to to be in the former state of mind when i'm dealing with you.
of a book,
of a friend,
of a movie
or a song.
If you are willing to meet in person since chatting gets old fast, i like to look the person i'm talking to in the eyes.
I'm very open minded and at the same time strongly opinionated so don't write me unless you are open for an intellectual discussion and to change your mind or prove me wrong (which very rarely happens).