i think too much and i have too much time on my hands. i collect skills because when i'm faced with the option of hiring someone to do a thing or figuring it out myself, i can't bring myself to hire someone (and often can't afford it).
lately, i am bluntly candid. i have no patience to beat around the bush, which i realize is off-putting to many. it's not my intent to filter people out this way or anything, i just haven't the energy. i am very sentimental and i take things personally, i care and so come off as intense and emotional, and yet i promise i'm enjoying the discussion, so please continue!
depression is an issue for me, and i deal with it largely by being wittily, often sarcastically bemused in a despondent way. i'm near convinced that most things are (or could, or will, be) moot, but i don't feel or behave that way.
queer, intersectional feminist, anarchist. host to hsv-1/oral herpes/cold sores.
i strongly hold that emoticons represent a significant advancement in textual communication ;-)
my partner (https://www.okcupid.com/profile/babushkababayaga) lives in ohio, and i value her greatly. our relationship is open, but neither of us sees other people often, and when we do we are careful about it, for everyones' sake. i am actively seeking people to be around, including friends, activity or debate partners, and possibly sex partners. my sexual relationships tend to be close, lasting friendships that include sex, not romantic commitments.
fixing the sailboat is a huge, intimidating project which i would love to discuss/have others' opinions on/have help (or company) with. also, once the deck is finished i need to outfit the boat for long voyages, because i intend to find the inside passage and sail much of the world. not the touristy bits either. i'm open to having a sailing partner.
i used to be really good at jazz guitar. now i'm okay.
i'm getting better at drawing. i'm a good amateur at technical drawings of necessity, but am working on expressive drawing as i attempt to create a comic.
lotr, braveheart, serenity, can't think of more at the moment...
firefly, mushi-shi, blanking again, it's late...
streetlight manifesto, u2, Chopin, pearl jam, slothrust, dispatch, nin, blaaaaank...
general tso's chicken, pizza, seafood, bread, rice.
cheap red wine, scotch or jameson's, warm sake, brown beer, hard cider.
books (can be digital, even audio lately)
undermining capitalism and the kyriarchy.
what ideas i have accepted, where did they come from, what purpose do they serve, and whether they are acceptable to keep. how can i make myself the person i feel i must be to feel good about myself? what has shaped that person? how should i shape that person? would it be a cop-out to become a hermit? can i actually do good, or only convince myself i am doing good?
how everything is a scale, and i tend to picture everything on a bar graph from negative to neutral to positive next to the most closely related things on their own bars.
is it better to commit to a thing or be competent at many things?
which martial art should i learn? (leaning toward muay thai largely because there's a place that teaches it close by)
should i continue to use this site to meet people, or give up on it and just be out more? if the latter, is it necessary to be seen in the same places consistently to make meaningful relationships in the physical realm? why am i so clueless about this basic life function?
you need help fixing something! particularly bikes or guitars, or other wooden things.
you know about boats or pop tops, or better, pop top boats ;-)
you're kinky. i can top or bottom, though i'm not very experienced, but i would prefer to be topped lately. i'm a conscientious learner.
you have a project you think i'd like to work on with you, or you want to help me with my projects.
you want to play music together, but won't judge me for being rusty and insecure.
you'd like to help me practice german, chinese, or french. my chinese is rusty and my french almost nonexistent, but especially in a penpal situation, i think i could make do and learn fast.
really any reason. i'm not in the habit of denying communication. if i think we shouldn't talk, i'll tell you that before ceasing our conversation.