Someone once said that I'm a chameleon...I realized that it's pretty damn accurate.
I blend and adapt to situations and company. Smart and calm. Mellow but very intense at times. Sardonic, playful, sarcastic. Pleasant, vicious, irreverent, and kind.
If you are chill, we'll likely have a good deep discussion. If you are aggressive, we'll laugh and verbally spar. If you are adventurous, we'll go somewhere at the drop of a hat, and explore the night...go to places no one knows exist, at hours that most humans will never keep.
I am constantly changing and evolving, trying to focus, sharpen, and learn.
Constantly thinking and analyzing.
I'm looking for someone who feels that same sort of restlessness in their bones. If you are who I'm looking for, you already know the feeling.
I'm not looking for a girlfriend or a boyfriend. I am not down to earth, easygoing, or (insert generic adjective)
I'm looking for a partner. A challenge, a rival, and a companion.
So, if you're up to it, take my hand, draw your sword.
I dance with the best of them.
Self improvement of all kinds.
Planning on going to grad school.
Thinking about how to get more involved in political activism again.
Getting back into creating art. For me, this means writing, especially poetry.
In a really kickass ecology program for permaculture, Ethnobotany, wildlife tracking, survival skills, etc.
Eating like a prisoner.
Eating like a gentleman.
Improving my cooking.
Not judging people.
Being allergic to bullshit.
Finding value in anything.
Being unapologetically myself.
The flowers that bloom in my footfalls, the people convulsing from orgasms at my lusty gaze. The terminator sent back in time to kill me.
The Glitch Mob, The Sneaker Pimps, Nine Inch Nails, Thirty Seconds To Mars, Björk, Poe, P.O.S., Kill Hannah, Lupe Fiasco, Saul Williams, Nero, Tool, APC, Rage Against the Machine, Kidneythieves, etc...I generally like things that are symphonic and epic, goth/industrial, glitchhop, and have a world music sort of vibe.
The Dune Series, Earth, 1984, Fight Club, Altered Carbon, The Vampire chronicles, The Dark Tower series, A Song of Fire and Ice (aka the Game of Thrones books), Exquisite Corpse, etc
Children of Men
V For Vendetta
Natural Born Killers
The Matrix Trilogy
Repo! The Genetic Opera
Where the Wild Things Are
Bringing Out the Dead
I don't really game anymore, but get along fabulously with gamers.
Gender, feminism, and how to be a better ally.
Socialism and anarchism.
Our collapsing ecosphere.
Other things that most people reading this don't want to talk about.
I woke up in the middle of the night, this morning, wrote this, and went back to sleep:
"I am blooming, like a many-fanged flower
My mind flows through the endless void
The notes of time writ in matter,
the endless motes of light and voice,
Rupture and spill.
This is how I know enlightenment
A voice, A nod, A star
A sight, a vision,
I touch, fingers like velvet, sliding
I am here, untold miles away
but Here, rooted in soil,
for a moment
a star glints through my branches
I am here, and always will be
I am the yawning Dawn
A voice thrumming though time
A violin in Her capable hands
singing a song
And what a song you and I shall sing.
One day I will call you,
A howl, a hiss, a croak,
across time and space.
A Primordial Prayer.
and what will you answer?"
Other intimate facts?
I've never really felt like part of this species.
and something else...I'm allergic to sunlight.
Actually, medically, allergic to sunlight. I take antihistamines in the summer and use sunblock. It doesn't help that much. It's super annoying.