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My self-summary
Hey whats crackalackin homeslice? Haha just kidding. My name is a secret (shhh!), and I’m on this crazy self-acceptance kick. No more dieting, and no more being overly hard on myself. I am fat, and I like it. So if any one has an issue with that, then …I don’t know….

But yeah anywho…I’m me. Howdy!

I’m pretty much looking for that authentic nice guy who actually has a backbone. I’ve dated the nice guys, and I’ve dated the faux nice guys. The non-counterfeit ones seem to lack a sense of self though. So hmm….

I suppose I approach people with slack. I don’t like to assume things about people at all. I like to let people be who they are, and if I click with them that’s great, but if not there’s no harm done. Facades and bogus shams don’t fly with me. I can be really gullible because I trust way too hardcore sometimes, but I try not to let that get me down. So…yeah …pretty much this: I am here for friends, if something more arises from that, well that’s dang spiffy, but if not I have a new friend, and that’s bombdiggity in my book too.

One of my favorite quotes: respect what "defines" me but do not confine me to your definitions.

I’m a nerd by the way. I am hella into gaming, and I absolutely adore star wars. When I say gaming, I must admit I pretty much only play shooters on the 360, so yeah i’m not well rounded. Haha.

Also, I pretty much laugh at anything. I find supreme gigglage in certain things like family guy and dumb jokes.

I am fat, confident, nerdy, sarcastic, and cute
What I’m doing with my life
I’m pretty much everywhere right now. I am stuck somewhere between my natural vulnerability and need to be strong. I’m in this balance that’s hard to keep. I am so tempted to just jump outside into the storm and embrace it, but I have this inbred desire for self control and patience.

In other words, I am in a strange place right now looking for a more comfortable “balance.”

I say this because life is a balance of sorts; everything balances out at some point. I have to choose whether to wait for that balance to occur in my life naturally or to so something and mix it up in my quest for a more comfortable situation.

…haha hope that made sense- ish.
I’m really good at
...being me. I refuse to be or pretend to be someone else...unless it's for halloween or cosplay. haha :P
The first things people usually notice about me
Depends on who is noticing me. Everyone has something(s) they notice about people first. What do you first notice about someone?

Personally, I notice what makes someone different…because in differences, I see beauty.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: Lord of the Flies (the book not the movie), Crucible, Scarlet Letter, and Invisible Man (the one by Ellison), Heart of Darkness

Movies: AVP, Star Wars (and that means all...even if Lucas did screw up the story), Elf, Wallace and Grommit, Click, Galaxy Quest, Princess Bride, Transformers

Music: James Blunt, Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack, Spiderman 2 Sound Track, Andrea Bocelli, Pink Floyd, Nickleback, Yellowcard, Pussycat dolls, Black eyed peas, 3 days grace, evanescence, P!nk, 30 seconds to mars, 3 doors down, Trapt, Brian May, Train, Maroon 5, Dashboard Confessional, Plain white t's, Death Cab, Blue October, Blink-182, Red, Relient k, Rob Thomas, Dave Mathews Band, Regina Spektor, Lily Allen, Pearl Jam, My Chemical Romance, etc...(I'll listen to pretty much anything though) FYI: if i listed an artist here, it does NOT mean i adore every song they have performed; it merely means i like at least one of their songs. I tend not to affiliate with any artist or genre of music; i just pick and choose what songs i like.

Foods: Salad with Ranch Dressing, Tabouli (I make this a lot mmmm!), Hummus, guacamole, chicken noodle soup, peanut butter …lately ive had a thing for pesto too
Six things I could never do without
1)Hope i love the concept of hope. Hope keeps me alive. I’m not suicidal mind you, but hope just has a special place in my heart. Hope is the basis for my decisions (i also use intelligence and rationality, but that's beside the point.); it seems to make me smile just thinking about what could be. Hope is also the basis of my beliefs. so...yay! for hope.

2)Hugs Hugs keep me going. I love the safe feeling the perfect hug provides.

3) Recognition Not only do I need to have some sort of familiarity with my surroundings an alien home world would be intimidating haha), but I’m slowly recognizing my need to be recognized. For the longest time, I forced myself to be self-sufficient, and I would deny myself any outside help or gratification. But, as I proceed in life, I’m realizing it’s ok for me too need someone or something…that it’s ok for me to rely on others.

4) Communication Even in video games, I feel the need to communicate with my teammates. I have this hella straight up personality that is primarily objective in nature in permitting surroundings. While I have the less objective side too which can be overpowering, I find that communication whether objective or not, is something that makes me tick.

5) Surprises/Tangents Anything is boring without twists. Natural twists are better than induced ones. Read: I’m not down with fake drama. Tangents: You never know where they’re going to take you.

6) Humor I find humor in so many things. I think people take themselves too seriously a lot of the time instead of just relaxing. It’s life; enjoy it.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Life, reasons why, and reasons why not.

my xbox 360 when I'm not playing it. MC is uber hot.
On a typical Friday night I am
Gaming, studying, sleeping, drawing, watching movies with friends, the occassional halo tounament...maybe some laundry or a date.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I’m weird…and I like it. It’s not that private, but I’m rather shy sometimes.

Also, i don't skinny dip; i chunky dunk!
You should message me if
If you want to, or if you want to hear someone laugh at even the most stupid thing...I laugh at pretty much anything :)

You want to play some halo?
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