Ganeshafluffpupp
34 Radstock, United Kingdom
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My self-summary
Nothing that i am is permanent. Every two weeks or so i feel different about my life and every few weeks my life changes drastically.
I am a gypsy in the true sense of the word, the thing i avoid most is stagnation, sleeping through this life in a repetitive pattern.
In this context nothing is good or better, justfresh and new and maybe scary, or boring.
I dont intend to live forever, but i do want to live while i am here.
Nothing that i say here is true, of course.
I have already been so many different charaters, and i am almost 34 years old, and it appears to be an excellerating process.
I could say the things about food and travel and art that most of us do, but i wont as it violates my need for originality.
I love shanties, you know, simple structures built out of tarps and trees and cord and wire. Vardos are wonderful too but i would take a shanty over all other living situations most days.
I take critisism very well, and am capable of actual real change when i hear others perspectives of me and the shit they feel is wrong.
I am one of those people who can work hard and enjoy it, and can also appriciate relaxation and doing absolutely nothing but breathing.
I am frequently suicidal, alowing myself to immagine and consider the possibility. When i feel it is right

Well, there is the greater picture which involves the story of ME and how I came to be contained in this separate body and mind, why I frequently resist my life when things happen to me which I think shouldn't, or I have done something I think I shouldn't have done.

So, in this greater picture I am learning that everything is OK, including all human ignorance. I don't know if this is really something which I am doing, more something life has been doing to me, but it amounts to the same thing.

In the more day to day arena of 'my life' I feel my life moving back into a time of building structures, but in a new way, or more a reeeeeaaaly old way, using mostly whatever is already available around the site or locally. For those of you who are not in the know, this is using methods like: cob, straw bale, wattle and daub, log cabins, cordwood, wood shingles, sod roofs, thatched roofs, earth floors, rammed earth, straw-clay, round pole, etc. etc.
I'm looking to gain more experience building a few structures around Arizona, probably out in the boonies where there are no building codes, hopefully in a community with cool people who want to help and learn and who have huge gardens with food to share.
Do you know of any?

And most recently (the last few days) I have been building myself a little shelter in the desert out on a forest Rd, where I have been residing since I got the roof up on Sunday. There is no rent to pay (so far anyway) and the view is awesome.
What I’m doing with my life
Rather than errasing everything here every few months, or weeks, I am adding on information, the most current first.
At this present time i am focussed on building and selling gypsy vardos, a new style bassed on the bow top design from way back when. When they are finished and sold, hopefully within the next month, my partner and i will most likely drive slowly living in the final wagon over to the east coast, sell it and my truck, and move to europe looking for a place to settle and create hoogle land.
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So, in this greater picture I am learning that everything is OK, including all human ignorance. I don't know if this is really something which I am doing, more something life has been doing to me, but it amounts to the same thing.

In the more day to day arena of 'my life' I feel my life moving back into a time of building structures, but in a new way, or more a reeeeeaaaly old way, using mostly whatever is already available around the site or locally. For those of you who are not in the know, this is using methods like: cob, straw bale, wattle and daub, log cabins, cordwood, wood shingles, sod roofs, thatched roofs, earth floors, rammed earth, straw-clay, round pole, etc. etc.
I'm looking to gain more experience building a few structures around Arizona, probably out in the boonies where there are no building codes, hopefully in a community with cool people who want to help and learn and who have huge gardens with food to share.
Do you know of any?

And most recently (the last few days) I have been building myself a little shelter in the desert out on a forest Rd, where I have been residing since I got the roof up on Sunday. There is no rent to pay (so far anyway) and the view is awesome.
I’m really good at
Well I'm pretty fucking good at being me, and swearing, I think I swear effectively and communicatively, in a way which is both natural and expressive.
And I am obviously good at being very casual and suave. When I don't think about what I am saying but just speak I usually impress myself and amuse others.
I am good at listening, even when I don't want to and I am eternally grateful for this.
I am, a handy man. Yes, i fix things and build things and love the skills and tools I have access to.
And I'm really good at sex (I know I'm not the only guy who thinks this), although it fluctuates a great deal depending on the situation, the more in-love I feel the more intense and real and AMAZING the experience.
The first things people usually notice about me
Well, I would guess my height, my recently grown huge beard, my unique fashion sense, (tights made out of a sweater, same clothes for a whole season) bare feet and my feeling of confidence. But I could be totally wrong and people notice totally different things...
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Ishmeal, fight club, the foragers harvest, any music i can play and sing on guitar, and I love food. I have developed my own style of cooking using whole foods to make healthy, delicious quick foods with limited ingredients in a variety of situations (chocolate moose pie in a tipi anyone?)
I like a large number of books and movies but can never remember their names at times like these, sorry. How do you people keep track of these things? I fucking love Whitman and other writers who expose my freedom to me.
I am currently reading Moby Dick, for my own reasons, slow fucking going let me tell you. I was last reading 'There is nothing wrong with you' by Cheri Huber, Thoreau, and a tiny short book by Luis Amour, a book about the use of hallucinogenics by native peoples in S. America and a book about how women are like wolves, which I think is quite true.
The six things I could never do without
I have learned from experience that I generally do without whatever I don't currently have. The things I prefer not to do without are:
my knife
time alone
realizing that nothing, not nothing really matters
a hot shower, or bath or sweat once in a while
fire or flame, and water (cheesy I know, but true)
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Sex. ;-)
well, I guess I don't really think about sex so much as feel it, but I do feel very sexual around certain people. But whatever, I think a lot, too much in my opinion, but what do you know, that is another opinion, so there you go. The main reason I love sex is because it takes me out of 'my thoughts' and into feeling, which feels good, pretty fucking simple huh?

So what am I thinking too much about these days?
What I next want to be doing with my life and my energy, all sorts of philosophies, spirituallities, and me wondering What in Gods holy little Name is going on here on this planet and in this particular reality.
I think about whether I really want to be spiritually enlightened if there is no advantage to it, it is no better than this unenlightened state, and the process of getting there from here fucking SUCKS!
I was born super curious and will probably die the same.
On a typical Friday night I am
The days of the week haven't meant a whole lot to me for a long while now, in the evenings I mostly like to chill out, music, reading, around a fire preferably. I love dancing on occasion, and drinking on the same the same schedule, but it bores me quickly, as do most bars and such. If I'm gonna go out dancing, I'm gonna pray my ass off for a good DJ.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Until I was 22 it would have been that I was a virgin, but now that that's over....I guess it would be that despite how confident, calm in all situations, collected and in-control of my reality I may seem, and how egotistical cocky I may appear, I strongly suspect that this reality is infinite, and entirely outside of my control. Fuck that huh?
You should message me if
Well, if you want to, duhh?!!
I would love it if everyone would try following their desires, and even just for fucking ONCE not act entirely out of their fears.
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